in Tis Mud-Head TormEnt

2003-07-29T05:53:00.000-07:00

Been hearing many rumours abt me n eunice. Ha…so darn furnie! I wana laugh!!!!
It’s veri tewpid n brainless to actuali believe mi n eunice. We were onli JOKING dat we two were togather. And hell..EVRIBORDI believe! Hahas.. eunice n me were ryte to sae dat our sko haf goot veri huge mouth ppl. Larger den hippo itself.

To those ppl hu tink they r so smart..and to go tell my darlink brother lynn dat mi n eunice got sumting going on..oh go get alife lah! U guys dunoh how much mi n lynn laugh abt it in class. Lyke hello…we will nvr let anibordi or ani woman come in between our fwenship. I noe hu is it dat has been going up to tell lynn all sorts of rubbish…but..u guys are wrong..i will nvr do dat to her. It reali is a damn big furnie joke..to hear the rumour which mi n eunice started..to come back to our ears..in a reali TWISTED wae..ha! it’s darn furnie.. and yea..the veri starters of it all..mi, eunice..n lynn was given the unfortunate role of having to play along.. oh well..it worked so well..DANKS to the hippo mouths!!!! Tink we 3 can go work in mediacorp liaws.. ha.. n danks to those ppl. Hu went up to lynn n yack..danks fer making mi laugh. It’s reali darn furnie.. tink by far..these is the best joke I played.. apart frm the theresa liang ting..which was in sec one.. oopsiex..haha!

Sori nat..fer lying to yew…but still..i cant tell yew hu ish da gurl…

N yepx..SUWATI CHEER UP KAY!

2003-07-17T05:37:00.000-07:00

Hmmx….2 more weeks till HER bdae..dunoh watta get fer her leh..ha..her bdae ish on my code!!!!! So fated…so cool! –grins- atuali todae suppose go out wif her one..den she ended up going out wif her kutoox sec 2 fwens..haiz..mished her soo much.. in da end.. I went out wif dat stewpid wennie chew…she nort idiotic… brng mi go meet her SAC boyfwen..wana slap her loh..make mi jealous onli..she can c him while I canot c her.. –sobx- den they two over there hapily ever after.. hahas.. atuali is her gudfwen lar..but they two look so gum..aiyoh.. faster get ‘married’ leh!!!! Den can sama wif ur fellow L4 member here!!! If not I onli one inside att..so kuku..

Hai..feel so mean to 09… was suppose go out wif her one osho..den dunoh her lar..she found out abt HER..den she dunt wan go out wif mi liaws…tink she angry??? Aiyar..i dunoh lar..haiz…

SHE noes dat I lyke ****..yet..she still gave mi the chance to forget **** cosh she wana be wif mi. I am trying to. But each tyme I c ****wif sumone..i feel so helpless..haiz.. I noe dear.. u owaes tink dat I dunt take u seriously jush cosh of da age gap..but it reali doesn’t matter..i noe u feel insecure.. but..haiz..i noe I still lyke ****..but I m reali trying ta forget her cosh of yew. Dankew fer giving mi tyme alryte. I love yew.

Btw…~~denise ho shi yi~~ is a pharking piece of shyt. Lyke hello… whye must u force ppl to change shift wif yew. Y r u so self-centered n selfish. N btw, im not da onli one dat hates u.u jush don’t noe whu. If u had kept ur pharking big mandrake mouth shut, I wuldnt have lost my tolerance and shouted at yew. I’ve been tolerating. Ever since u started doin childish hand signs bhind my back. N it reali issint ani of ur problem if mi, lynn, kwok n jo is playing hapily.u dunt have to make stewpid noises bhind. U dunt lyke us is ur problem, u cant stop ur fwens from toking or playing wif us. If ‘lan jiao’ n ‘cheebies’ is all u noe how to sae, den I recommend yew to go take up a english course.dunt u watch enuff tv to noe abt the ‘speak gud english compaign’? u can go take that up n improve. You don’t have to critisize lesbians…because U WERE ONE URSELF LAST TYME. So pharking shyt just keep dat lesbian part to ur pharking self. Its ohkaye if u keep scolding us ‘bitches’ bcosh seriously, mi n lynn dunt give a pharking damn. We jush take it as crow trying to tok. But, u have NO RIGHT to insult lesbians. So what if u’re a str8! Big deal! I just keep my comments to myself n dunt go saeing tings abt str8s. since u want so much to change to the first shift, go ahead n tell ms puspalm. I’ll gladly change wif yew. But I don’t wan to leave my brother alone, so she’s coming wif mi. and, I really dunoh which part of ur stewpid brain started to command ur stewpid body parts to point middle fingers bhind ppl’s back fer no darn rhyme or reason. Ppl did not offend yew. And I definitely do not wana waste any of my tyme trying to. Neither do I wana waste my tyme n effort doing hand signals bhind ur back. One last word, get a life.

Danks to the many support of others. Danks to jiayi! Luv ya loads. Muackiex. Danks fer trying to make mi feel better. U go fellow praying mantis. Sumtimes I jush wished dat jo n kwok wuld spend a dae in our shoes. Sumtimes I wished that they wuld not leave lynn out when I pon sko. Sumtimes I wished that they are not close to dat bitch. Sumtimes, I wished dat jean did not go, so that maebe, the 6 of us wuld still be 2ght. Maebe plus agnes n pam.

2003-07-16T06:39:00.000-07:00

Full name: physilia chua ying shi
sex: bung..[erm..does dat count? Ahhas]
race: chinese..n nope..fer da last tyme im saeing..im not mix!
age: 16..but er..i look 6! Ahhas
also known as: joel, 31, phy, phy-ces, esplanade
height: 156..i tink? Ya la ya la..darn short lar..nid to drink enfa grow.
weight: 41kg.. dunt jealous wor..
stays: sumwhere dat is livable can liaws…
school: stc… [str8 turn crk] oopsiex…or singapore turf club osho can..
siblings: none…but loads if ya count it as ‘siblings’ hahas
righty or lefty: righty!!!
horoscope: pisces

what I did today
what I ate: fish n co!!! FREE-OF-CHARGE! Woot!!!
who was I wif: pratically wif heather da whole dae
where did I go: heather’s hse, suntec, marina square, cityhall, bugis and heather’s old hse..n nw..im home. ha
most outrageous thing I did: speaking of which..i had to climb over a gate..ledge n everiting..jush to get inside heather’s old hse..kinda stewpid..considering she’s da owner n she doesn’t have da key..ppl tink we sum bunglow-burglers loh..
any scoldings: does ‘can u go n die’ by heather count?
listening to: wei ni shi de lei…by sum cheena chinese singer..but song darn nice lar..
chatting with: nobordi…since im nt online..will be rather mad if I start toking to myself..
feelings: tired cosh of da dae out n unsettled cosh of sumting else.
clothes: fila box shorts n my sec 3j class tshirt..woot!!!!

favourites
food: pizza!!! Fish n co…[danks heather!] n aniting FREE!!! Mwhahhas!
drinks: dunoh..aniting drinkable I guesh..used ta love chrisantamum..but changed my mind after sumting..or rather…sumone… -winks ta lynn-
character: ron weasley!!! Woot! Gilderoy lockhart!!!! Tigger!!!
colour: blue n orange
fwen: heather, yvonne, andreana, L4, jean n my yang chow family.
irc chatroom: stc, lesbianlove
song: lotsa.. light in ur eyes is darn nice…
teacher: erms..none.. does gilderoy lockhart count? Kekex
catch phrase: -imitates gilderoy lockhart- ‘who m I?’ and ‘slap u upside dwn, inside out, paste ur nipple on ur forehead so dat u can go join mr money’s gang.

between this and that
I wuld prefer….

gays or straights: ha! Straights…urggh!!! Crook till death.
guy or gurl: n did I mention dat all creatures wif d!cks sarks?
briefs or boxers: both osho can lar..hahas..i own both!!!!! kekex
older or younger lover: older atuali..i seem to take them more seriously den younger ones.. oopsiex..hahas
sunset or sunrise: sunset… cause it’s when I got my first french. Bah! Save da memory.
strong or weak: strong fer a certain reason…n weak..fer another certain reason
words or actions: actions speaks louder den words.
computer or handfone: I cant live w/o either..dunt wana live in stone-age!!! ahhas
lord of the rings or harry potter: harry potter rulz..while lord of the ring bores mi ta death!
mensus or cramp: mensus lar..cramp sarks big tyme.. thou..i wuld rather have neither!
day or night: nite! Wished sko starts at nite!! Imagine how cool it wuld be t pon sko…ooh lala..
single or attached: both got gud n bad points lar..cant reali make ani cooments nw..
nerds or funky ppl: FUNKY!!!! Thou..i have a nerd as a gud fwen… -points at yvonne- whahahs..she’s gona kill mi!!!
geography or maths: which is worst??? Sumbordi pulese tell mi which is worst!!!!! Ah chua wif no dress-sense or ah ng whu can squash an elephant if he sits on it?!!!!
ulcers or open wound: since im having darn ulcers nw..open wound! ulcers sarks!!! Darn pain! Ouch!Hate it!
teakwando or karateh: teakwando..cosh I used to take it wen I was younger..
ghost or monsters: monsters..cosh hagrid make them sound so fasinating!!! Wana c a thestral!!!
goodbies or hellos: hello..cosh gudbie..owaes nvr fail to hurt.n hello means meeting sumbordi new..
hell or heaven: heaven lar..which goon will wana go hell n suffer till damn-mination ryte..
death day or burthdae: both? I dunoh..cosh when I die..i’ll go back hm to the lord..n burthdae means dat..the sweetiest gurl is born!!!! kekex

I choose him/her because..

love or lust: love lar..im not lyke sec1 or two…so immature..grow up liaws..
looks or character: looks dunt mean aniting. She can be darn pretty on da outside..n having pretty NTH on the inside..what’s the point? So yepx..character!!!
clothes or skin: heh heh…. –horny smile- let u guys decide fer urself…
bra or undie: none lar none lar…mwhahahhs!
makeup or natural: natural…dunt lyke gurls to put on make-up..make mi look so lyke 8 year old standing next to her..
perfume or without: wif…nicer…more.. ‘arrousing!’ mwhahas!
I love her/him or I need her/him: I need her because I love her.
Painted nails or not: up to her preference..but wuld rather not..
Dressy or casual: aniting for the occasion will do..dunt wana go out wif a wedding dancer in town..or go out wif a sum-suay woman either..
Tan or fair: aiyar..i love her can liaws..whu cares abt her skin colour ryte..
Long or short hair: I dunoh…not too short until make mi look lyke pb can liaws..
Good or bad: good gurl..i dunt wan my gurl to run off loose to another man.
Short or tall: aniting..but not so tall until I have to tilt my head to look at her..
Fat or skinny: issint it love that matters? N not the size?
Shy or outgoing: shy at times..n outgoing fer most..
Hair tied or let loose: let loose..tink film vida-sassoon arh..
Wild or tame: tame..wild gurls…will run away frm my grips veri fast..n I dunt want dat to happen
Trust??: eh…I dunoh..
Stable or ‘rollercoaster ride’: stable of cosh.. I’ve had eunff of rollercoaster rides..i mite fall off the ‘carriage’ the next tyme
Long-lasting or fling: whu wuldnt want their r/s to last?? Certainly not mi.

2003-07-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

ahhhh!!!!! im darn hapi!!!! hahas... love does rawk!!!
im....currently.... ******** to *** now... mwhahahhhs!!!!! hapi gueshing ppl! dunt anihow tink wors... kekex... -winks-

todae...was okaye lar..hahhas!!!! but..haiz.... sad cosh.... i mish heather... i wished she wuld tell mi wat's wrong..so heather, if u're reading tis..wana tell u dat..u mean alot to mi..reali.... i place noone else above yew. reali... haiz...luv ya muackiex!

dan....cheer up yea.... it's no point kiex.... u still got mi!!!!! i'll be there yea.... cheerios! hmmx..cant wait till tmr... goin out wif my honey... cant wait to tell her da gud news! woo-hoo! mwhahahsh! but haiz..i still wish heather wuld understand.... haiz.... yippe!!!!

im so in luv wif yew..i'll be forever too....

hmmx..to joleen....dunt wori...wunt sae wat u said...
to lynn...support u all da wae! u go bro!!!! hahahsh!

2003-07-11T06:14:00.000-07:00

to all those ppl dat sided wif m...danks! ha.. cant be bothered wid dat coward lar.. aniwaes..life is getting sarkier by the dae. everiting seems to fall apart when u're all outta love. it sarks. i dunoh wat to do. wish sumore wuld tell mi. i guesh noone can...ha...

i miss so mani stuffs... i miss my yang chow gang...i mish my ex-clique..i miss L4..i miss jean.. i miss so so so mani ppl..yet..so little tyme n oppotunity to sae so..

i wish i knew...what my mind is tinking...
it sarks..haix..prelims coming... stress..
now adaes..getting veri pharked up by sumone. band-wagon jumper!

to dan..danks.. no matter how much ppl made it out to be dat i hated u..danks.. fwens?

yepx... cant wait till i die.

2003-06-30T06:12:00.000-07:00

hmmx...not been veri well lately...yar.. blog sarks big tyme..tink im gona shift to a new one..diaryland's much better! so all in all..dat's 4 diaries fer mi! mwhahha!

haix... have u ever knew how it feels to be loved n lost? i noe..cosh i went thru dat..jush todae..

the feeling of love can be wunderful..yet..it too can brng one's greatest despairs..it sarks.

im not in love wif love, rather, im in love bcosh of her.
she's evriting i nid. evberiting. but..it feels lyke it's drifting further away dae by dae.. it sarks.

i reali luv yew. i wished u knew how much i do, even thou i owaes sae it, its not fer granted u noe..haiz..

-desparates-

2003-06-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

hmmx...long tyme ne update...i noe u guys mish mi a whole deal ryte..dunt deny..i noe..hahas... hmm... been pissed off wif a certain SUMONE recently.... wana jush smack her...

hmmx....i mish ppl...
firdtly..to andreana...when r u cuming back gurl? i nid ur advices!

to heather wifey..danks kay...for owaes being there...gona mish yew loads.....dunt wori..i'll be considerate fer once n nort disturb yew this few daex! kekex... gona mish yew loadss yea dear!!!! mwah!

to yvonne: luv yew...danks fer all da sensible advices..which thou....nort reali pleasent to the ear...

to sam: gona mish yew loads.... smile yea.... yang chow gang will one dae go out again yea..smilex!

to L4..luv ya guys loads

to kwok jo n jiayi: thou u guys mite not get to read this..but i will NVR forget da fwenship we once shared. all the best in future endevours. i mish u guys a lot. love u guys to bits...thou..i dunt sae.

to..i dunoh...jush anione...
if u're reading this blog..ha... i dunoh lar...nort in da mood to sae anitng..yepx..

2003-06-13T01:51:00.000-07:00

dat's mi n my doggY!

its been a long long tyme since i last updates...had gotten a new diary....in diaryland..much better to use den stewpid blog.... hahas.. but oh well..occasionaly..mite jush drop by dwn here...
lotsa tings have been happening....
watched my 11th movie of the year yst..ha.. dunt ever go watch ju'on..its freggin borhing!
been herlping ppl with their diaries all dae... so tired! n been doin my private one wif heather..hahas.. -phew- wat a dae!

2003-06-07T01:42:00.000-07:00

Currently at my cousin’s hse now…cosh my babey cousin ish one mth old! Whoa! Dat’s lyke fast? Cosh it seems as if it was onli last week dat I gort a new cousin.. gort buffet! Yummy! Food ish jush sho nice! –licks finger-

Hmmx.. woke up quite early todae…danks to my stewpid dad lar...pull mi out of bed at 8am! Haf nvr woke dat early b4 when it issint sko dae! Imagine my poor tired eyes.. hahas..

Wrote this poem..yepx..

Its hard knowing that u miss sumbordi, yet u cant be with dat person ryte now..
So mani miles apart in distance, tis is making my fragile heart frown.
How I long fer her to be in my arms,
Rightfully, solidatrily, tumb to tumb.
Something is missing, sumting is gone,
When she’s nort here, her presense I long.
I nid her, I want her, tis I cant deny,
She make mi soar above heaven,
She gave mi wings to fly.
Jush three words I want to let her noe,
And frm my heart, its ‘I love u so’.
Muackiex!

-fades out-

2003-06-06T08:01:00.000-07:00

Hmmx…mum wenta sko collect moi report book fer mi… dat makes it..onli two daes in sko out of 5 days! Cool! Pok sko on mon, wed n todae no nid go.. hahas..

Went out wiv mommie’s gurl, election gurl, and non-stop hits gurl.. watched how to lose a guy in ten days…nice nice! After dat..walked ard a little… den dat mommie’s gurl hadta go meet her mum.. sian!

Stewpid non-stop hits gurl gort drunk.. stewpid kutoox..had to like pull her away frm almost everiting within her reach kind.. damn furnie ting was… when I was q-uing to deposit $..den one woman in front was singing…. Dat stewpid non-stop hits gurl go n ask why she sing.. wah lao! So paiseh can! She even went to the stewpid hello kitty section loh! Wah lao! So I called up election gurl n asked her wart to do..she asked mi to slap dat non-stop hits gurl..hahas.. wanted to..but…oh well.. I dunt slap gurls..hahas…

Dat sort of sums up my dae..yepx..borhing? ha..mabe… -winkx-

-fades out-

2003-06-05T08:05:00.000-07:00

pon sko yst, went sko tadae. On the contrary..life whuld have been much better if I had jush stayed at hm. Nth to do in sko, was pratically free to roam ard for the whole damn dae. Pharked up. If u guys had watched how to lose a guy in 10 days..here¡¦s my own personal rendition.. how to lose ur leg in 10 ways.. phark it..
step 1:sit next to sum pharking b!tch who has got big tyme identity crisis problem
step 2:speak as loudly as u can dat u wana get up but fer sum reason or another, dat b!tch was too deaf to hear.
Step 3:get up, unhook your leg which was tangled up by sum b!tch¡¦s leg.
Step 4:push the chair away from your leg, thinking that, dat b!tch will get the hint that you¡¦re trying to stand up.
Step 5:SAY you wanna get up AGAIN, but once again, dat b!tch¡¦s eardrums are being blocked up by too much congestions of earshyts.
Step 6:move one of your leg away from all the congestions of chair¡¦s legs n b!tch¡¦s legs.
Step 7:THINK that you¡¦re free from sum bloordi clumsy idert¡¦s LONG SMELLY legs.
Step 8:put the other foot out and try to move.
Step 9:get hooked up by some bloordi idert kuku of a brain¡¦s leg n FALL!
Step 10:ALWAYS land KNEE FIRST.

Tadaa! [sacarsticly]
Totally what a great way to lose those legs of urs. And nw friggin idert, hafta walk ard wif a pharking leg which is nort working properly due to dat pharking concusion it suffered on the damn knee which is all swollen up caused by sum friggin idert whu dunt get the meaning of ¡¥I WANT TO STAND UP¡¦. ^{man..can sae all dat in ONE breathe! How rewarding..}

Damn it. DAMN-MINATION! What a rewarding dae huh! I shall jush go be da damn director n dat friggin b!tch can go be da friggin lead-actress which hafta undergo a process which brks sumbordi¡¦s leg so dat she can finally find her real true self..[or rather label in tis case] arghx! N dat friggin brain of hers reali don¡¦t get the meaning of wht an automatic lantern means! STOP following us ard wuld YOU! NOBORDI..n I mean NOBORDI asked u to follow us in the damn first place! Stuck ur pharking leg sumwhere else where u blong. N dat is definitely NORT wif us.to end it off, SCRAM.

2003-06-03T09:33:00.000-07:00

aniwaes ppl..i've gort myself a guest book.. can type n crap more den da stewpid tagboard..yepx.. tk care! luv ya guys laods..n oh yar..b4 i forget.. here's da link..yepx..

2003-06-03T09:00:00.000-07:00

Feeling so damn damn damn sick! Arghx! Don tink tmr I¡¦ll b able to go out wif my yang chow family..sobsiex..

Haix..throat darn hurt..bad flu n bad cough..luckily no fever..if nort u guys can go tan tock seng visit mi liawx.. hahas.. head damn pain! Stewpid clumsy mi accidently bang my head against da stewpid air-con yst! Ouch! Damn pain! Grr¡K

Sko was ohkaye..jush dat I spend most of my tyme running out of bloordi chu¡¦s lesson..bcosh of some ppl..hahas.. after sko went out wif jo n kwok..whoa..lyke finally..after so long..reali missed em so much.. haiz.. if onli.. we culd jush go recess 2ght..jush da 5 of us..w/o ani other xtraded person.. yar.. dunt mean to be so str8 4ward.. but arghx.. oh well.. we don even go recess 2ght animore now.. haix.. reali missed those tymes.. r they all meant to be jush memories? Or will they ever be re-lived? Haix.. I do not noe..

Met up wif suwati n nu er after dat..stewpid..brng mi all da wae to jurong jush to get ur stewpid hairband! Kutoox lar! Get more mar.. next tyme dunt hafta come all da wae here.. hahas..

Everidae I wake, n find myself to have fallen a little more for u.
Everidae I wake, I find dat you¡¦re owaes the first person dat comes to my mind.
Everidae I wake, n find myself waking up frm the sweetest drm ever, of mi n you.
Everidae I wake, I realised dat how blessed I culd be, bcosh u¡¦re in my life.
Jush wanna let u noe, how much u mean to mi, n dat I reali love u.

-fades out-

2003-06-02T04:30:00.000-07:00

Pon sko todae.. with mr muscualar, ms seductive n ms crybaby! hahas.. spend lyke totally most of our tyme at ms cry baby¡¦s hse.. quite fun todae.. had a number of elections.. but after a while.. everitin ohkaye liawx.. and no..Food is nort important.. ¡Vwinks-

Hmmx.. yst was fun! My dad..yea..my DAD..bought mi n sum of my fwens go DRINKING! So damn cool can.. after everi bottle, we wuld stuffs teddy cookiex into it n make wish..den throw into da sea.. I¡¦ll make a wish for u, hoping dat it¡¦ll come true

Had sum splastic stomach contraction which totally hurts to da core.. so the walked to sum bloordi army camp.. where da guys r such ba$tards! Arghx! Waited fer my dadee to cum fetch us..yepx.. had fun.. n pain at da same tyme.. oh well..guesh u cant win everiting ryte? Hahas..

even a minute spent wif u, seems lyke nvr-ending bliss. An hour in ur arms.. n I noe, god must love mi, for he had sent mi, you.

Dunt feel lyke goin sko tmr.. so sianx.. got 5 period of dat pikachu! Rot to death first man! Hahas.. yepx.. cant wait till wednesdae! Dunt noe if it¡¦s a gud ideal to pon again.. since I keep ponning..

-fades out-

2003-06-01T00:37:00.000-07:00

hahas.. dat was taken quite sum tyme ago.. yepx..

long tyme since i updated..mani tings happened..jush too layzee ta sae it out.. oh well...
i wanna mk tis entry a dedication entry den...
first of all...

to jo, kwok, jiayi n jean
i noe..afterall dat has happened da past mths..its veri hard to get back to wat we were..
i canot deny dat as much fun as i m having now, i still nid u guys to be my lite.
rmb i owaes sae dat i m a boat out at sea, and dat u guys r my lite, owaes showing mi da wae?
dat's a fact dat will nvr change. there will be no other replacement fer u guys.
kwok, danks fer listening to mi yst nite. reali appreciate it.
as i said, i wuld rather save up my prayers for us to be the same again den u-noe-wat.

to yvonne, gerri n denise
im so sori.. i noe dat by us still oaes holding on to dat glimmer of hope for my ex-clique.. it has hurt u guys.
im sori. yes, it'll be fun to try it out.. im shure there'll be no fights... but.. it will be hard to let go.. of the previous memories..
im afraid dat u guys mite tink dat u're bein substitued.. hai..i duno..jush wanna dank u guys fer bein there ta listen ta mi n lynn..reali needed it..

to heather
danks fer da tok last last nite..it felt grt..cosh it's been sucha long tyme since i last toked to u.. danks fer hearing mi out tyme after tyme. reali appreciate it. reali. hmmx.. i wanna go harbour front wif u! rmb ohkiex..n *ahem*..where's my TWO marche treat? -winkx-
luv ya loads yea..

to sulawati[sam], nuer[nat], mao mao[jamie] n d rest of the yang chow family
hey guys..sori have not been catching up wif u guys..missed those family outtings yea.. dunt pon sko on wednesdae leh..den can go watch da movie 2ght mar... hahas.. missed those laughters..missed those crazi-ness... u bunch of siao cha bos! hahas.. jush wanna sae danks fer those tymes of fun n laughter..n fer owaes standing by mi.. rmb da philipino-maid incident? -winks to nat- yepx.. reali danks fer clearing my name yea. luv u guys loads! n erm..i STill WILL NOT give u ani pocket money hor.. economiv crisis..must herlp dadee to save..hahas...

to andreana honeyx
hey..havent been catching up wif u..hope u're doin well.. rmb those times of crying n laughing over da fone? it was so darn stewpid! hahas.. well..u owaes sae i dunt update u...u urself dunt call mi..aiyoh! jush tk care of urself n dunt fall into da trap again yea..u noe wat im toking abt.. n yepx.. im doin ohkaye now... danks fer owaes listening n cheering mi up! danks a whole load!

last but nort least..to my L4 gang
danks fer all those fun tymes.. all those elections..[which i wuld rather not vote for]..kekex.. it's been a gud ride..
mae we continue to have elections n 'take wif mi' till we grow old yeas...
if nort... i shall slap u upside dwn, inside out, paste ur nipples on ur forehead so dat u guys can go join mr money gang! mwhahas..
yepx...danks fer everiting...
luv ya guys a million pig's trottle! kekex... -muackiex!-

yepx..dat shuld be all...all those ppl whom i missed out..sori..not dat u're insignificant..jush dat i gort short tearm memory! kekex..
chaos!

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2003-05-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

Dint update fer quite sum tyme.. cosh my darn com was hafin sum problem..
Had lotsa fun yst.. wenta sentosa wif my L4 gang wif cpq n gerri chua
It was fun..after dat..wenta town.. we were lyke mad woman loh..fly frm sentosa to lido, lido to cini..jush ta catch ‘hot ta lose a guy in 10 days’ but..on both occasions..~~SOLD OUT!~~ imagine how pek cek were we.. n yar.. me n lynn kana rash..cosh of geralyne’s stewpid banana boat sun tanning lotion.. itching all over loh! Damn it..first tyme in my life I got rash! Grr…
After dat..we wenta paragon..sit dwn fer a while..den L4 2ght wif CPQ came my cousin’s hse..cheapo lar they..go there eat free food onli… my aunty, uncle, dad, cousin n grandma was lyke saeing dat me n Lynn look alike..hahas.. no wunder we’re BROTHERS! Hahas..

N we gort two new maria! Introducing da maid of the year… *drums roll* Fei toot Toot Che n CPQ!..mwhahas! they herlp my granny ta wash plate.. den fei toot toot che went dwnstairs wif me herlp me carry tings up fer my uncle..whoa-ness..reali lyke maid man! Free one sumore! Maebe they shuld cum my hse next tyme herlp me tidy up..*chuckles* joking lar..

After dat..they came my dad’s hse…ta c moi dog..mwhahas.. L4 got a photographer! Tadaa! CPQ..damn furnie man…all our poses arh..cant wait ta develop da darn ting…gona laugh until I die…mwhahhas! Yepx…

Tadae dint do much..sianzer…

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2003-05-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hey! Put UR moUSe Over Here! mwhahhas! Cool huh..

Tadae was fun.. stewpid tong tong chiang sae wart..gort 3 esplanade now..cosh of my hair..! kutoox loh she.. _{Go Hmv Lar u! kutoox!} I jush lurve tadae.. culdnt concentrade on my maths paper n chinese paper..cosh kept tinking of sumting..or rather.. sumone.. oh well.. we¡¦re ohkaye now.. yippeys!
Tong tong chiang was lyke sho hapi fer mi.. ha.. she n her darlink tadae keep fighting..den ohkaye.. hahas.. corny lar both of em.. esplanade ish sho nice! But it¡¦ll be nicer at nite.. hai¡K but it brngs back memories.. I rmb..nort too long ago.. I went there wif 4 gud fwenx.. one ish still by my side.. the rest? Ha..seems like they took a train.. a train of no-return..

u¡¦re on a one-way train too far ahead of me,
u cant come back or wait so I¡¦ll jush let it be.
Are all the tymes we had worth to be jush memories?
Or will it return once more living like 6 little fairies.
I noe my stand I noe I mean nth much,
But have u guys ever knew what¡¦s embroided in my heart?
So many questions left answered inside,
So many endless nites of rivers I¡¦ve cried.
U guys used to be my lite shining out to sea,
But its bcum so dark now I cant even see me.
Can dat one gurl reali replace the two of us?
If she can I hope dat she does it real fast.
So dat I noe you guys have found joy at least,
Rather den endure us the heartless senseless beast.
I pray may we be friends again in our next life,
Continue in the road which now have bcum lies.
All along I tot dat friends shuld be forever,
Once again im wrong I guesh it¡¦ll last never.
We¡¦ll carry on with the new chapters yet to see,
And I noe dat yours will be, without lynn and phy.

Yepx..jush wrote dat dwn.. so true..so true.. me n lynn made a song out of the ij spirit¡K ¡¥ij friends are not fer life, cosh there¡¦s lynn n phy inside¡¦ ha.. the laughter of u guys have now all turned silent..the silent in us now..have now all bcame so loud.. I miss u jean.. sori.. I guesh me n lynn have failed in places which sumone else have suceed.. we failed to be their gud fwenx.. which resulted in our leave. Jush feel lyke rhyming everi single words dat come out, cosh I noe w/o those 3, life¡¦s so worthless now. Ob the other hand.. no.. I guesh.. dank gud I still have L4! Luv ya guys.. muack muack

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2003-05-20T06:49:00.000-07:00

I noe its hard.. but sumtimes the heart sees what the mind doesn¡¦t. maebe it¡¦s tyme u nid, n im more den glad ta give it to u. I¡¦ve tried to place myself in ur shoes..i tried to imagine me being str8.. its hard n confusing..maebe I guess..dat¡¦s what u¡¦re feelin ryte now. Yepx.. everiting was jush so fine until I duno what happened.. it¡¦s as if.. everiting is over before it has even started. Maebe the saga seed n the coin wish dint work.. ha.. I wished I culd laugh.. it¡¦s ohkaye to be jush friends if u sae, but I noe.. deep dwn inside.. I wunt be.. take ur tyme.. tink abt it.. I¡¦ll respect whatever ur wish is.. but.. at the same tyme.. my heart will nvr stop loving you. Here¡¦s a song..yepx.. I wrote it.. fer u.. maebe that¡¦s the onli wae which I can xpress myself properly.. here goes..

I don¡¦t noe wart u¡¦re feeling inside,
But its no use even if we both tried to hide, tis feeling,
It jush wunt go away.
I don¡¦t noe wart you¡¦re goin through,
But one ting¡¦s fer shure I noe is dat my heart is true,
What more can I sae,
To make u wunt walk away.

We¡¦ve came too far, now its hard to go back,
To where we were or been before that,
Im jush so lost trying to understand,
What is going round in your head.
I noe tings have changed more den fast,
jush as if life were Like lightning flash.
I¡¦ll hold the tyme in my hand,
Maebe you¡¦ll comprehend.

I don¡¦t noe what went wrong today,
I cant stop myself from feeling this way,
Maebe you¡¦re gone,
And love will forever be wrong.

We¡¦ve came too far, it¡¦s hard to go back,
I wana continue tis story w/o a backtrack.
But it takes two hands to clap,
Dunt wana force you that.
I cannot lose what I never had,
And that¡¦s your heart I wished I earlier had met,
So that maebe at least,
you¡¦ll have a change of mind
I wunder if you¡¦ll ever be mine.

Sometimes, I wish that god will answer my prayers
And let it be this tyme, onli tis tyme.
Sometimes, I tink im wrong to have fallen so fast
I duno wat to do. More than confused.
Lord im more den confused.

I wish sumbordi wuld jush tell me wat to do.
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2003-05-19T05:43:00.000-07:00

yepx..been goin out wif da L4 gang this few daes.. ever since last wednesdae..dat shall make 6 days in a row liawx.. woo-hoo! Wenta watch movie wif em.. stewpid movie¡K jush a warning ta those whu wana watch GATHERING DUNT! It¡¦s sho stewpid loh..wart kind of horror film put u ta slp man¡K sum stewpid pig trottle bite me! *winks ta lynn!* hahas..

for a moment like tis, sum people wait a life tyme..baby wunt you take wif me..wahahas! lynn..rmb to cut all ur hair drop down.. kekex..

hmmx.. shout out ta moi gud fwen Jean#25 who¡¦s in auzzie now.. she jush called me n we like chatted ever since I reached hm till now..yepx..lotsa catching up ta do.. mish her darns lots yea..

ta Jean:
hey.. I noe I haf been telling u tis over the phone lotsa tymes.. but I reali mish ya..i wish u wuld jush cum back sho dat everiting wuld be ohkaye..sumtimes I wished dat tis fwenship wuld be like last tyme again..jush da 6 of us¡Kw/o ani interferences frm anibordi¡K but tings are jush so different now.. it¡¦s as if..hai.. I duno.. I jush wish u were here..den maebe tings wuld nort have cum to tis stage.. I wish u were here.. ta give me advices like how u owaes does when u were around..i wish you were here.. so dat.. it¡¦ll be 3 to 3..instead of 2 to 3.. rmb wart u told me jush now on da phone? Ya.. I relai wish u were here¡K so dat instead of hearing da song which I rote fer u on cd..ya can hear it LIVE! Hahas..danks sho much fer listening ta all my troubles jush now.. relai gort sum load off these shoulder.. I dunt noe wart ta do..it reali seems as if.. tis fwenship ..hai..rmb the ring n fwenship band.. n wat happened ta it? Haix..

I dunt believe in fate.
for I believe, our life is up to us to make.
If the strength of tis fwenship is true,
it¡¦ll be enough ta tide us thru.
So no matter wart, no matter when,
for me to leave, I¡¦ll sae ¡¥how can!¡¦

yeps..dat was wart I sent ta jo..haix¡K I jush reali wish u were here..so dart.. u¡¦ll carry me up..in this tyme of trouble.. help us up.. pull as along where the rest left us behind.. I wish u were here. I noe I owaes sae tis..but I dunt wanna jush let it be words..i mean it frm my heart.. I love u jean..u¡¦re such a veri dear friend ta me. I wish..i jush wish.. u dint hafta go away. Now dat u¡¦re gone, everiting it seems is jush so wrong.

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2003-05-17T01:39:00.000-07:00

Man.. luying reali rawks man.. how she xpresses her hate on her diary is unbelievable..n well yar..u bet I am gona do da same darn ting. Luying.. rmb the rest of the world sark n we rule? Well yea.. dat is a statement sho true.

First of all..to YOU..YOU jolly well noe Whu u Are! Ha..jush cosh we used ta haf sum shyts goin on before.. I cant have a love life of my own now? Like totally cum on man..whu YOU tink u are.. like nort as if we were steads b4 or wart.. wart kinda rights have u got over me n my pharking love life.. if ya wana noe, let me spell it outa YOU.. N.O.T.H.I.N.G! nothing! Geddit! Wat abt me brking my pharking promises or making empty promises.. dint ya said b4 URSELF dat promises were meanta be broken? Phark.. I DID told u n xplained ta u EVERITING long ago! It¡¦s Osho nort PHARKIN HELL COSH OF THE REASON DAT I GORT SUMBORDI ELSE IN MIND! NO! Dart NEW-found shyt was onli jush recently! Mind it! Dunt go saeing shyts dat it¡¦s cosh of sumbordi new. We WERE nth before..AND we¡¦re NTH now! Ya Dunt Hafta go saeing shyts abt me.. wart abt forgetting ya fast n ez n shyts.. damn it.. Shulda knew.. I shuld jush kept my trap mouth shuT up! Cut da crap n jush shut up! I tot of u AS my Veri gud Fwen..So I told YOU I got SUMone NEW in mINd.. n wat ya do? Sae shyts Abt me.. Ah.. JUSh shuT da pHArk up Will U! nort AS if sumone break¡¦s sumone¡¦s heart..and after dat..she cant have another sumone.. dat is like totally RIDIKULAS! Freak it man.. YOU kNEw IT urself dat I Was over U long ago..n dart we culd onli be Jush veri gud fwenx n nth else n hold no feelinx animore.. u were ohkaye..or so I tot.. until YST WHEN I TOLD U! jush wat da phark ya want me to PHARKING do! Cancel all my love plans jush fer sumone whom is oredi past? Dat¡¦s selfish alritgh. Bah..! maebe dat¡¦s ya wae of getting back at me.. oh well¡KI dun PHARKING CARE! Go go go tell all ur fwens all those shyts abt me.. ya.. n get those kinda ¡¥I wanna kill u¡¦ stares frm them on mondae.. I cant be bothered. If they understand..they¡¦ll nort do it¡K ha.. I tot u understand¡K but¡K. Well yea¡Kim wrong.. hell yeah im wrong.. maebe I shall jush stay single fer da pharking hell rest of my life jush in case I get called shyts..pharking hell¡K BAH! Dunt wanna beg fer sympathy frm UR fwens.. they¡¦ll nort sae aniting if they understand¡Kwell once again im saeing IF they understand¡Kphark it man

Secondly¡K I dunt give a phark.

Thirdly.. I still dunt give a phark.

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2003-05-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

unDertakEr..

I shall jush call it.. Two Daes Of HOTEL MERIDIEN rendivoo¡K

Shall nort sae much..cosh I pon sko n fer sum other obvious reasons....yepx.. darn diz two daex was darn fun! Danks ta da 3 of ya..whu made it possible..noort fergetting Bj and Huizhen fer herlping us ta book it..mwhahahs¡K

Alcohol ish nice¡Kbut¡K. Me and moi poor brotha
Pop
Out
Pimples
After drinking alcohol¡Kso¡Kfinal decision¡Kalcohol ish nort gud fer da skin..mwhahas..im mad¡Kyar¡K

Hmmx¡K now¡K.i realised dat I cant trust ppl animore. Yar. Told u nort to tell..u go tell.. must as well in da first place I go call up perfect ten n annouce¡K

Well¡K so lucky¡K.strike lottery osho nort so lucky¡K we saw LESLIE at cini bowling alley¡K.whoa¡K jialat¡Kmondae go sko shure confirm guranti chop die onex.. ha.. yepx..

Haben been updating dat much..cant reali be bothered..cosh I¡¦ve got my fwenx ta be bothered wif nw..mwhahahs! oopsiex¡Ksori blog! Ha..sumtings I reali wana sae..but cant.. but oh well¡K

Ta da 3 ppl dat paid 35 bucks fer ya-noe-wart..we rule¡K! Yea man..mwhahhas! shall haf sumore of our rendeivooo during da hols yea.. danks fer making moi week so much nicer.. after all da nort so nice tings dat has happened.. yepx..it¡¦s a blessing frm god..to noe u guys..
And one more ting.. no more ¡¥eating food in bed!¡¦ *winks*

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2003-05-12T00:03:00.000-07:00

GoldBErg

STONE COLD

now currently at Sam's hse..hahas....so darn lame...suppose ta sturde...end up playing..kutoox..darn lar..gona fail chem man... wish me luck! mwhahahas..
teaching dat stewpid dotter of mine..Nat how to use the html codes..hahas... she sho dumb loh! can faint n die! mwhahhas~

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2003-05-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

dint update fer quite a long tyme..so yar..nth much goin on..¡¦xam startin tmr.. im gona be dead..haben started sturdin! Ha..whu cares!

A poem which I wrote not too long ago..here¡¦s it!
a mazy blur right inside of my head,
why cant they be the jinxed one instead?
Two sorrowful loves caught in a one way street,
All these frustration is making me meek.

A black black heart cement inside my soul,
Only maggots and stones is making it whole.
A shattered pieces, a thousand storms,
If I wait nomore this love would be gone.

A sea of confusion and I cant make up my mind,
Who¡¦s the one I need and who shuld I leave behind?
Wunt you answer me dear lord?
If you did but I forgot,
So wunt u drop tis jinx off me,
And switch me back to default!

Stifle my heart and surrender my soul,
Even if I don¡¦t one day it will grow mould.
So why don¡¦t cha jush take me back up there?
If you leave me to rot on earth,
Lord you wuldnt be fair.

Drain me off my blood and censor my heart,
I don¡¦t wana feel nomore tis love ish driving me nuts.
My senses are in twirl and im such a huge mess,
Oh freaking tell me why did u make me a les!

The roses have wiltered and they reek of your odour,
The hunters where hunted and were smashed with a roller.
Birds have lost their wings,
Bees no longer sting,
There are the disasters and your love I no longer sing.

It¡¦s a jinxed emtion that I¡¦ve gort stuck inside of me,
I am all chained up now and no, I canort be freed.
The tears of blood I cry,
Have now all bcum so dry,
If it is a thousand sins to make, to finally make you mine,
I¡¦ll gladly do it darlink,
On wait, I hafta decide¡K.

Yepx..crap I noe..but..ha..im jinxed!

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2003-05-05T06:04:00.000-07:00

ha…a picture which me and jiayi took during recess..yepx! danks ta courtesy of Sam’s camera! Woohoo! Hahas..
tadae was fun..yepx..lynn dint cum ta so fer duno wart reasons..but oh well…
bloordi ~~patrick ng~~ wasted one hour of my after sko tyme! Freaking hell! Feel like slapping his damnit babok face!
Wenta town wif jo, luying and heather..jo hadta leave..so de three of us wenta eat n den watch XMEN II dat show ish darn bloordi nice! Go catch it if ya haben yea..trust moi! Yepx..tink im like pratically in luv wif almost all da impossible ppl man..ppl like JEAN GREY! soOoo hero-ic can! Dat cyclop ish a darn lucky guy! Ha!
And yar..obviously UNDERTAKER ish still da best! Mwhahahs! Oh..now gort number one contender fer PHY’s OWN PERSONAL FAV WRESTLER liawx..and dat ish none other den MR BILL GOLDBERG himself..ooh…hahas..
And danks danks shOoOo much ta my darlink wifey heather! danks yea! Shall nort sae wart is it..jush in case ppl start bugging ya fer it too! Mwhahas! *winks ta luying!* kekex..and..once again..UNDERTAKER rulez! Hell yeah!

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me on da left n jiayi on da right!

2003-05-02T07:07:00.000-07:00

welcome to the graveyard land,
Where UNDERTAKER will give u a hand.
Come join the rankings of the dead,
If you request so, you¡¦ll have a bed.
A place where it is filled with hate,
Going through everi second inside your head.
An AMERICAN bad-a$s he must be named,
Or else in GRAVE you¡¦ll forever remain!

sing it wiF me,
Sing Fer the yEar,
Sing Fer the Laughter,
Sing fer The tear,
SINg ti wiv Me,
Jush fEr tadae,
MaebE tmr,
The guD lord,
WiLL Take yoU awAy.

yepx..trying out mani new html codes here as u guys can witness..hahas..had a html code spree yst when I was hm da whole darn bohring day! oh well..hahas..tadae..hmmx¡K both gud n bad..
gud cosh im ohkaye wif JosepHine n Kwok n EVRIONE! mwhahas..kiex..im mad..bad cosh dat darn phark face patrick ng had ta go ruin my dae n go call up my pharking mum..whu in turn call up my pharking ~~DAD~~! grr..damn it..gona get hell when I c him tmr..nvm..im OREDI living in HELL..so..HU CARES! Arghx! Pek cek man! But after sko¡K quite fun lar tadae¡Kwenta town wif da ¡¥wednesdae¡¦ lot..xcept dat NAT, serene, chunnie n joan-anne dint cum..and josephine and danica joined us..yeps..nevertheleast..it was fun..but¡K I duno lar..cried in da bus all danks to my pharked up ~~MOTHER~~ who¡¦s mouth so BIG until she had ta go tell my ~~dad!~~ abt me nort doin ~~maths~~ hmw..argh! whu gives a shyt man! Certainly nort me! But after sum cheering from them..i was ohkaye.. in fact..even njoyed myself.. xpecially at da bowling alley..was darn funie.. too long a story to sae..mhahahhas!
yepx¡Kbut ryte now..no mood..cosh gotta go prepare my deathbed fer tmr¡¦s encounter wif my dad..BAH! shytified man!

P/s: danks to all those ppl whu tried to make me laugh..danks a lot! Luv ya guys! XpeACIAlly ta Josephine, kwok, jiayi, agnes, danica, sam, pauline..yepx..meant a lot ta me¡K!!! Dunt wori yar..i¡¦ll be fine¡K and yar jiayi..i wunt run away frm home! Yepx.. *winkx*

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2003-05-01T01:43:00.000-07:00

WRESTLEMANIA XIX ENCORE TODAY!	UNDERTAKER¡¦S 100% record at WRESTLEMANIA CONTINUES
SHAWN MICHAEL¡¦S legency CONTINUES	HULKAMANIA IS STILL LIVING AND RUNNING WILD BROTHER!

hmmx..dint write in entry fer yst cosh I was too bloordi tired..in da mornin..woke up slightly later den usual..so had ta go sko wif heather n francesca..yepx..on da way..met ever-dearest brother lynn and mel ong..had fun crapping in da bus..and of all ppl to c¡KI saw sum freaking b!tch wif sumbordi..yepx..

had english mid year¡Ktink I damn power man..everibordi got no time to finish..or finish on da dot..but I finish liawx still gort time to ryte letter..mwhahhas! I¡¦ll prooly past..duh..i owaes do..english is my forte..w/o the significant presense of dat bloordi heather tan to vye wif me fer first place! Mwhahas..oh well¡K I can still score tops wif my combine science! Woo-hoo! But..darn da arrival of juliana! now I cant top aniting! Grr..

after sko was darn fun! Went town wif Nat#16, chunnie, sam, serene, joan-anne, jiayi, kwok, lynn, aganes and pauline..we wenta eat..went separate ways..sec 4s wenta bk eat..and nat they all wenta long john..but bk was damn fun..cosh we weere letting our imagination run wild..tinking of how kwok will look like when she was in primary sko..so darn furnie..until dat agnes spit out her water at poor kwok n lynn..mwhahhas! after dat..met up wif nat they all again¡Kden wenta take neo-print.. me, lynn n sam took first..so darn funie loh! Its like..me n lynn was vying fer da camera¡Kden we bang our head togather! Den we kana scolded fer banging da machine..but it was darn furnie..after dat..da rest took neo-prints withing themselves..b4 we all took one togather..it¡¦s damn nice! Hahas! N no..nort cinderalla! Sick of dat liawx..my neo-print box full of cinderalla one man¡Kwe took prince instead..mwhahahs! n guesh wart..so damn suay¡Ksaw dat bloordi b!tch..morning c her, now c her again..kaozer!

after dat..we wenta da bowling alley..we spent like 2 hours plus at da neo-print shop there can! Whoa-ness man! So lame¡Kb4 we go in..must take temperature loh..lamo pok pok lar..den we bowl¡Khahas..poor kwok kana suan by us¡Kcosh she keep ~~strike~~ing..den we sae cosh she wana attract the attention of the guy dat works there.,,his name ish..christopher pound..he arh..keep toking to kwok onli..sae wart..wanna treat her sumore..den we all were like ¡¥ooh¡¦ n ¡¥ahh¡¦ inh away..hahas..to make kwok malu..jush sae ¡¥wink wink¡¦ mwhahhas! Damn fun manx..yepx..dat was wart happen¡Kyst ar¡Klaugh whole dae¡K.until got sore throat..no more voice..hahas¡K

so sianx man..cant wait till 1930..gort american idol..woo hoo! Tink poor treynece will balik kampong tadae! Yepx..hahas¡Kciaos!

2003-04-29T05:34:00.000-07:00

nth much happen.no mood ta tok abt it. Pon f&n wif luying n heather..atuali plan to meet them after my f&n in town..but..sumting happened..so wat¡¦s da use of staying bhind..yepx..thursdae..gona have WRESTLEMANIA XIX again..good loh..at least get my mind away frm stuffs..dunt feel like goin ta sko tmr..but darn..got english mid year..wow..dat¡¦s like FAST..everiting jush passes like a blurry cloud..ha..but ppl leave u even faster den dart..so oh well.i guesh tis is life..i used to say..fwens is one of the veri few tings dat can last forever..well I guesh once again im wrong..yepx..life gones on..hahas..cant wait fer tmr after sko man!

To SAM danks fer crapping on da fone yar..reali cheered me up a whole load..yepx..cant wait to watch ANGER MANAGEMENT man..if u want me go lar..if nort..nvm..i noe u shure wan me to go one..mwhahas! yepx..u retardation woman! Danks!

Yepx..short entry..as I said..no mood to ryte abt wart happen..yepx..one thing thou..jOnnY enGlish ish nice..yepx..CIAOs!

2003-04-28T05:24:00.000-07:00

TEN years ago, unedrtaker won his first ever WRESTLEMANIA..ten years later..he still WON another wrestlemania..being undefeated in every single one of them!

the match up:

for the cruiserweight title belt

MatT HARdy VERSiOn OnE VS Rey MsterIo
matt hardy retain his belt by CHEATING!

handicap match, nathan jones was ruled out injured cosh of a freak attack by big show n a-train

UnderTAker///DEAd Man WalkIng VS BIG SHOw & A-TRAin
undertaker won..wif a lil¡¦ herlp frm Nathan Jones IN the Last miNute..

tagteam champion belt

eddie & chavo guerero VS Chris Benoit & RhYno VS Team [sark] Angle
team angle retain their belt..BAH!

a bid frm Y2J to stop Shawn¡¦s legency at WRESTLEMANIA!

Y2J//chris JericHo VS ShaWn mIchAeL///HEArt breaK Kid
the legend lives on..the original guy ish owaes da best!

world heavy weight champion title belt

The Game///~~HHH~~ VS BooKEr t
The Game IS oVer BOOKer t.. Triple H reTAin his Belt..

Hogan¡¦s Career IS on the Line!

HOLLYwoOd Hulk HogAn VS Vince McmAhOn
HULKAMANIA ISH STILL LIVING AND RUNNING WILDER DEN EVER!

the egos of both man are at stake

thE roCk VS STONE COLD STEVE AUSTiN//RattLE SNAKE
Stone Cold¡¦s Kness Was KiLLED! AFTEr 3 ROCK BOTToms..HE Gave UP..Whu WULDnt..ROCKY SARK BIG TYME!

WWE CHAMPIONSHIP TITLE

Kurt [Sark] Angle VS THE PAIN///BROCK LESNeR!
KURt received the Pain AND lost His titLE! Told YA guys Dat brock Will Once AGAin liFt daT TITLe!

Slpt at 3am yst..cosh of tis big match..sent in an entry fer who¡¦s my fav wrestler tinggy..hope I¡¦ll win! Mwhahhas! But oh well..the sacrifice of my beautiful sleep was worth iT! Mwhahahs! Nth much happened tadae..xcept fer sumting..which cant be mentioned here..pek cek.. jush wanna do an f5 on dat bloordi b!tch man.. outa ruin fwenships..wats her freak-arse problem lar.. go be philipino maid lar! B1Tch! If my fwen¡¦s allow me..i wuld go up to her..freaking slap her across dat shyt face of hers..maebe my hand will rot man! Phark her man!
there will be retribution for all dat you¡¦ve done b!tch..u jolly well noe hu u are..pharking act chio sai! Cut the crap and come face me man..whyee continue to tok bhind me..FREAKIN SHYT!

-fades out-

2003-04-27T05:31:00.000-07:00

two hours more to WRESTLEMANIA! Woo-hoo!

yeah..dat¡¦s a picture of BROCK LESNAR winning the WWE championship title..and TODAE..he will once again..win it by giving an f5 to dat kurt angle! hell yeah!

yepx..nth much happen todae¡Ksleep, wake up, eat, sleep, watch tv..yar..boh-ring Sunday..but oh well..i¡¦ll haf my reward fer todae¡¦s borhing day l8er..when the countdown to the biggest event in wrestling starts.. wahahhas! Can hardly wait man! Since I¡¦ve gort nutin to ryte about..i shall type down this song which I wrote fer my darlink fwen JEAN who ish in auzzie now..yepx¡K

don¡¦t go

if tomorrow comes winter,
and autumn starts to snow,
I will say I forget you so.
But tomorrow¡¦s sunshine,
And autumn leaves are dry,
It means that you¡¦re here,
In my heart forever.

do you see that star,
shinning from afar,
its looking down [looking down]
on us, oh gurl.
Cant you see my smile,
Fom this thousand miles,
Oh gurl, [oh gurl]
No matter where you are,
You¡¦tr really not that far.

Chorus:
Bring me to your heart baby,
This fwenship I¡¦ll play hey yeah,
I¡¦m gona fall apart without your presense,
You touch my inner soul,
Oh gurl you make me whole
When will you be back,
Come share my story,
Will you ever again?

if the melodies crack dry,
and the mountains starts to cry,
it¡¦s the sign that memories have turned to stones.
But still the birds are singing,
And the moutains are still standing,
It means thatyou¡¦re embroided in me from head to toe,
Oh darlink sweet pal wunt you let me noe.

do you see that star,
shinning from afar,
its looking down [looking down]
on us, oh gurl.
Cant you see my smile,
Fom this thousand miles,
Oh gurl, [oh gurl]
No matter where you are,
You¡¦tr really not that far.

Chorus:
Bring me to your heart baby,
This fwenship I¡¦ll play hey yeah,
I¡¦m gona fall apart without your presense,
You touch my inner soul,
Oh gurl you make me whole
When will you be back,
Come share my story,
Will you ever again?

all in all,
the lyrics still mean the same.
I cant tell you,
How much I need you to saty,
Cant ever imagine,
An empty space right beside me everyday,
It¡¦ll drive me insane

Chorus:
Bring me to your heart baby,
This fwenship I¡¦ll play hey yeah,
I¡¦m gona fall apart without your presense,
You touch my inner soul,
Oh gurl you make me whole
When will you be back,
Come share my story,
Will you ever again?

to jean:
dear fwen..thou we¡¦re millions of miles apart..
remember you¡¦ll owaes be in my heart.
Yepx..i try to get sumone to scan the neo-prints fer u yar..
Rmb to take care of urself over there..
Dunt owaes feed on instand macoroni lar..
L8er u cum back arh..becum so skinny..
You better cum back as a ¡¥bai bai pang pang¡¦ gurl hor..
Hahas..thou at tymes u may be lonely over there..
Jush tink of our chiofaces n u will nort be lonely liawx kiex..
We will nvm ferget you..
I will owaes rmb the promise we made to u¡K
Dat is nvr to allow sumbordi take over ur place..
True at times, tis promise mae be tested,
But at the end of the dae,
Our strong fwenship will still pull us thru..
We will still continue wif our fwnship¡K
Be it long-distant or not..
Fwens we¡¦ll be till eternity..

-fades out-

2003-04-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

One More DayEe Ta WRESTLEMANIA XIX!

^{¡¥I can not pretend dat we can still be friends dunt wanna be alone tonite. what can I do to make you mine? Falling so hard, so fast tis tyme. What did I say? what did you do? How dit I fall in love with you.} _{don¡¦t know what to sae, never meant to feel tis way, dunt wana be alone tonite. everiting¡¦s changed, we never knew, how dit I fall in love with you?¡¦}

yepx..xtract of a veri beautiful song..hear oreadi can cry one..hahas..darn nice da lyrics..aniwaes..tadae gort sko..so lame loh.. saturdae still gort sko..go oso no use..learn nth oso.. aniwaes..in da morning..i was late! ta meet josephine..wahhas! and in turn¡Kwe both tot we were late to meet jiayi, agnes, lynn and gerri..in da end..when we reach tiong..oredi half an hour late..guesh wart we both found out? Yea..da rest osho late! Mwhahas! N dat kuku jiayi and agnes oredi wenta sko..so after waiting fer da two princesses lynn n gerri ta cum..we ate breakfast..and we were oredi running late! Whahahs! Kaozer can! ms puspalm dint cum..so we had tis bloordi relief tcher..next week osho her! Kaozer man! Scold us fer being late..blah blah blAH..freakin shyt lar she.. she have ~~NO RIGHTS!~~

aniwaes..had stewpid ~~mrs chua¡¦s~~ lesson after dat..her lesson was ohkaye lar..cant be bothered wif her osho..afterdat..we got break..den gort chinese..but our tcher dint cum..so we all went off¡Kwe all pon ~~maths!~~ whahas! So smart ryte! Cosh dat darlink princess lynn gort hockey l8er..and we all wanta take a clique foto..[we dint even take b4, onli da 5 of us loh!] sho pon maths¡Kden can have tyme to take picture..mwhahahs! da pictures were darn nice! At last man! Finally got clique picture¡Kbut sadly..hai..jean nort present..so we drew a smiley face n wrote jean¡¦s name..so smart ryte! Wanted to get a tattoo tadae.. suppose to be sumting like.. 0306082131 den own code diff colour..wif a big 25 strike across it..cosh dat¡¦s jean¡¦s code..yepx.. but in da end da stewpid shop dint open..den kwok n jo osho scared their mum scold..so yar..nvm..next tyme when jean cum back..we shall all do togather yar!

Tadae was ohkyae lar..saw alota ppl in town¡Keeyer¡Ksaw dat bloordi ~~sweaty bug~~ [sweaty bug sarkx! Next tyme beta brng pesticides man] dat
natalie arh..was all pink can! Wah! Blinded by her shirt man..wahahhas!

so darn tired man¡Kmy eyes like wanna close liawx loh..hahas.. tadae ish gud..cosh at least everiting seems to be alryte..xcept fer..when jiayi cried..but I guesh..she¡¦s alryte liawx lar..hope so¡Kif u¡¦re readin tis..cheerios babe! I tink I noe whyee u cried..im sori kiex..to put u in sucha difficult position..but u noe..we all meant well¡Kwe jush want us to be..well..5..u noe wart I mean yar gurl..cheer up! Cosh we dit promise jean dat nobordi will cum in n take her place yar..and we will definitely keep dat sixth spot fer her until she return kiex..dunt tink too much liawx..and real sori kiex..as u owaes said..cheerios! so u beta do it osho! Hahas..tk care babex..-muackiex-

yepx..a lil¡¦ problemd here n there..but dat¡¦s wart make a fwen true..
thru the millions tears u¡¦ve cried,
we know how much u feel inside.
Thru the frowns we saw on ur face,
We noe that pain have won da race.
Thru the smile we see in your eye,
We know tis fwenship issint a lie.
Thru the times you leaned on our shoulders,
We know dat togather, we can move all boulders.
Thru the times you never let us go,
We know our river will owaes flow.
Thru the times you hear us out,
We know that you¡¦re there, and there issint a doubt.
Thru the times whenever we fight,
We know you¡¦ll be having sleepless nitex.
Thru the times when we laugh togather,
We know we¡¦ll last thru all kinds of weather.
Thru the times we hurt one another,
We know that god ish testing us further.
Thru the times we held on so steadfast,
We know that thru all, our fwenship will last.
Thru the simplest of time there laid a path,
For the 6 of us to walk on, comes watever rough,
We¡¦ll work it out I¡¦m shure,
For god is in this world,
Thru tides we¡¦ll hurdle closer,
Thru pain we understand better,
And thru tis fwenship dat¡¦s for us to keep,
In our hearts forever.

Yepx¡Kme wrote dat poem..xpecially fer JIAYI, KWOK, LYNN, JOSEPHINE and JEAN yepx..its reali frm my heart..tink it means a lot to me..cosh its to the 5 of u! muacks!

-fades out-

2003-04-25T05:32:00.000-07:00
TWO MORE DAYS TA DA BIGGEST EVENT IN WWE! WRESTLEMANIA XIX! WOO-HOO!

yepx..u guex it ryte..dat¡¦s item number 5 on my wish list! And dat¡¦s of cosh¡KRVD! Rob van dam! Watch him kick arse on tis sundae!

tadae¡¦s a damn turbulent dae..one minute everiting ish alryte..da next minute..pek cek.. haix..so mani ppl cried tadae.. it ish veri hurting to be accused by ur gud fwenx..sumting which u dint even noe abt and did. Duno..i reali wanna thk NATALIE fer herlping me clear moi name. Wana thk YvonNe too..fer being there fer me fer da whole of da morning when they dint tok to me..cosh of wart they tot I dit.. fwenx¡Kthey can be so important to u..yar.. and the people dat meant so much..the 4 of em.. I noe we owaes go thru these kinda tings.. but if they culd onli c da pain I felt when I was accused. Luckily everiting¡¦s cleared..[I hope].. but duno why..after sko #10 and #03 cried..haix..cry unitl sho jialat.. c #03 cry..i oso feel like crying.. but she seems alryte after dat when we went town..wif #06, #21, #25, #03, #10.. we took neo-print..again..yepx..
no mood to laugh,
no mood to cry,
sometimes I feel,
like wanting to die.
dreams is wat my heart makes,
In dream I lose the heartaches,
So I pray I¡¦ll fall aslp now,
And never wake again, I vow.

Yar..wrote dat..in a minute..hai..feel so troubled now..duno wat to do.. feel so jinxed up.if onli sumbordi culd herlp. No matter wart happens¡Kjush wanna tell #03, #06, #21 and #08 dat I¡¦ll owaes stand by them.no matter wart.
I¡¦ll be there thru each storm,
it¡¦s wif you dat I belong.
I am here to sweeten you up,
Just like sugar in a coffee cup.
Be with you when noone is,
I noe our fwenship will last further than this.
No matter wat wrong we¡¦ll ever do,
I pray and hope dat we¡¦ll tide thru.

Yepx..another 1 minute poem by me..cant herlp it..im feelin xtremely sad n lost..and it¡¦s when im sad..i write better poems..so yar..beter stop writing b4 andreana gets jealous of my talent..[I want to laugh, but I jush cant..] tink I beter go off now.b4 I reali cry.

2003-04-24T02:21:00.000-07:00

item number 4 on moi wish list.. triple ~~HHH~~¡¦s pendent! But it wuld be better if it cums wif him too! Wahahhas!

hmmx¡Ktadae..ish an ohkaye dae lar..at least it was better den yst..but..during accounts¡Kwas so pissed off my SOMEBORDI until I wana burst into flames liaw..dat bloordi ~~MS SHEREEN~~ made me n a few others hu dint do hmw sit outside..surprisingly..*opens eyes wide* Yvonne and P.deepa osho dint do their work..wah¡Ksince when haf da ¡¥nerds¡¦ lost their pens? *chuckles*

can¡¦t reali be bothered to sae wart happen fer da rest of da lesson..but fer da first tyme in my life¡K.im saeing tis¡KI LOVE MATHS! wahahas..u guys must be wunering whyee ryte..cosh we had a lil¡¦ so called test..and I managed ta win dart ¡¥tok-c0ck-woman¡¦ fer da first tyme man! Wha! Great achievement¡K! Whahahas! And yar..she¡¦s non other den Yvonne Da Great Nerd Whu Made her Poor Mom paid Her foNe bill Worth 200 Bucks.. lalala..oopsiex..wahhahs! and yar¡Kme, wenny, denise and Yvonne was playing ard//so darn furnie¡Kwe are all da ¡¥IN¡¦ society.. Im da Pineapple head.. Wenny¡¦s da floppy disk..it aint a wunder whyee..judging by her hair..mwhahhas.. YvoNne¡¦s da Tok-C0Ck-WomAn and tadaa¡K.denise¡¦s da Robot hahas¡Klame I noe¡Kbut oh well.. at least we had fun! *winks to denise and wenny* mwhahahs!

After sko¡Kwenta tiong¡Ksaw #04 there..and Kwok was like¡K ¡¥blah blah blah¡¦ ha! Lamerx lar.. oh yar..darn it man..i woke up to watch da Mancheester VS real Madrid Match.. and arghx! I wenta slp half wae thru..cosh I saw dat bloordi ronaldo score the second goal¡Kand obviously..i knew den¡Kall hopes were shattered..so I jush switch off da darn tv n wenta slp..n guex wart I found out..i was reading da newspaper..and jush 2 pathetic mins after I switched off da tv.. Man U scored! Argh! To tink dat I missed seeing da 3 goals scored in da second half! Darn it..but oh well¡KMAnchester played well¡KsooOO¡K. *appluads fer em..* final score¡K maN U4, real madrid 3¡Kthou they won..but da aggregate..hai..lost by one¡K.darn da ¡¥away¡¦ goal rule lar! Freggin hell! Arghx! Oh well¡K I¡¦ve got my
WrEsTLeMaNia xlx ta look forward ta tis sundae! Woohoo!

A lil poem written by Moi! Check it out man¡Kand yar¡Kto dat darn ANDREANA SOH WAN JUN, it¡¦s jush so sad dat u r a nerd..and u¡¦re nort smart! Whahhas..sound farmiliar? No? look at ur note! *evil laugh*
did I ever told u tis,
dat ur smile feel like a kiss.
Did I ever watch you go,
And softly saeing ¡¥its u I'd hold'.
Did you ever catch my eye,
Watching u daily as u walk by.
Did you ever hear me say,
¡¥its u I luv, no matter cum wart may¡¦.
Did you ever feel my heart,
It¡¦s u it luv, hit by cupid¡¦s dart.
If u hadnt took notice whoever I am,
I pray the dear lord will let us be friends.
So pardon me a chance to sae watever I want,
It¡¦ll bighten up my day if it jush can be done.
Tis is jush words phrased sincerely frm me,
It¡¦s to a girl dat I luv, forver urs, phy.

hahas..i noe¡Klast line..lame..ppl will be wundering..huh? whyee got my name inside¡Katuali..it tells a story.. like how much I like a girl..yet she doesn¡¦t even noe hu I am..so I wrote tis note to her, to tell her how I feel..so of cosh ppl sign off last line got name rite¡Kso got my name there loh¡K.. but no¡K.it¡¦s onli fictional..i dunt like ani strangers! Whahash..

-fades out-

2003-04-23T03:19:00.000-07:00
taDae¡¦s Da Day..MANCHESTER UNITED gona beat da BUTTS outa Real madrid! Even if dey dunt.. they stiLL RULE! RyNn giGgs #11 ish Gona Run MAZes Ard tHose Madrid DefendErs!

yea..item number 3 on mua wish list ish diz brock lesnar shirt! LooK at him Tear Kurt [sark] angle apart On tis cUmin suNDAe at wRestleMAnia 19!

hmmz..tadae ish hmmz¡Kfilled wif a lot of twist n turn I wuld sae.. everibordi seems ta be undergoin ~~PMS~~ GrR! How I Hate Dat! Evritin was sweet n swell in da morning until I refused ta stand in front durin da morning assembly..and dat made me incurred the wrath of non other den KWOK SHI YOU! thou I noe she ws onli playing ard.. that ish onli jush da beginning of da ¡¥ bootiful¡¦ dae dat lies ahead of moi..

don¡¦t noe whyee..but a certain SUMONE keepx looking over thru-out da dae.. kWok was telling me.. and ha..technology ish sooo fabulous now dart Lynn.. was using da fone in kiass..toking to GerRi cHua whu was by da way..Onli 5 pathetic feet away..wat a smart way to waste away ur fone bill..BAH!

im gona fail my accounts man¡Ku shulda c my paper..i onli fillled in 3 lines for both da appropriation a/c n da partner¡¦s a/c.. all fer da sake cosh dat darn MS SHEREEN woz looking at me..wulda handed in an empty paper..culdnt be bothered ta sturdee..BAH! watever dat has gotta do wif numbers¡Kim refraining frm it..and when both Lynn And JosephIne Saw my paper..they started laughing..cosh I jush simply drew lines..write names on it wif a few numbers here n there..tink im gona get a BIG BIG ZERO BAH!

after sko..*phew* [which was an xcape fer all da fiery tempers in class¡K] was a way beta way to live! At least I dunt feel like I am bein scorched by da intense atmosphere in class.. wenta town wif Josephine, kwok, PauLine and JIAyI! took neo-printx..da stewpid cinderalla machine! Took twice n BOTH times..we missed da stewpid shoe by ONE! If nort culd have another xtra tyme..BAH! but oh well..da neo-printx gud! Even thou it bore a hole in moi wallet once again¡Kbut well..da cCINDERALLA machine had the GREAT honour to take my picture lar..so yar..hahas.. oh¡KI jush realised dat..it was da first ¡¥hahas¡¦ in my entry tadae.. guex im still suffering frm da ¡¥after-effect¡¦ of da burnt..*ouch* bah! And once again¡Krealised dat I have been saying ¡¥bah!¡¦ a lot! Oh well..i learn new tings about myself everidae..hahas..

aNd Yepx..me bought tis book..got moi favourite¡KTIGGER!.. piglet.. ee-yor and Pooh on it..gone write in it..as in..instead of using letters..its book lar..geddit? yepx..gona share it wif Jiayi and maebe kwok n jo.. imagine at da end of da year..all da craps n gossips n complains written inside¡Khahas! I was telling Jo on our way home dat we shuld maebe start a gossip book..since evri week¡Kwe got new gossip item¡Ktis week¡¦s gosiip of da week ish¡K.BATH AND SHAMPOO! Yesh! Got ~~SARS~~ now lar..must bath n shampoo everidae..*winks to heather*

aniwaex¡Ktis ish a poem dart I wrote durin f&n class yst..Poor PorTia had ta endure my recyting again n again..mwhahahs! bloordi chu[mrs chu] was my inspiration! Hahhas! Atuali it¡¦s written fer a fwen lar..she want me write poem fer her..so bein da nice mi once again..[dunt puke..i warn u..] I rote fer her loh..hahas..so here¡¦s it.. served wif pepper n salt..!

sometimes when the world seems to end,
you turn around searching, but there¡¦s no friend.
Sometimes when you¡¦re filled with heartaches and burns,
You¡¦ll feel this lesson is so hard to learn.
Sometimes you end the day with nothing but frowns
You¡¦ll ask god why, was your prayers let down.
Sometimes your friends leave, and you¡¦re all alone,
You¡¦ll feel as if you¡¦ve sinned, your life u¡¦d atone.
Sometimes you get shout at, for no rhyme or reason,
You¡¦ll feel like ending, your life in penson.
Sometimes you get dumped, for senseless fights,
You¡¦d end up breaking, crying all nite.
Sometimes you¡¦re lost, everi glamour of hope gone,
You¡¦ll feel like u¡¦re dying, wunder whyee were you born.
Sometimes it seems, the stars no longer shine,
You¡¦d tink you¡¦re insane, as if you¡¦ve lost your mind.

Fret not now, not tomorrow, nor never,
For u¡¦re one of god¡¦s gift, and you will be till forever.
Thou these ¡¥sometimes¡¦ may break you,
Tear you,
Or even kill you,
Just remember owaes my friend,
You¡¦re not alone,
With you, god will walk thru.

Tadaa! Phy¡¦s GREAT work¡Kdunt pray pray hor! Kekex..
-fades out-

2003-04-22T03:49:00.000-07:00

YEAH! Dat is item number two on my wish list! Jeff hardy¡¦s pendent! And well yar¡Kdat person on da right ish none other den JEFF HARDY!

hmmx..ohkaye..tadae nort sucha bad dae afterall..bcosh dear POK THER TAN n LUHAN [luying] went out wif mi after sko..went ta jurong point..damn fun..cosh pratically..3 quarts of thee tyme..poor heather kana buweed by moi and LULU! kekex..hmmx¡Kduring sko tyme..baddy dae fer me..damn pek cek cosh of sumting..GRR! luckily I had kwok, jo and jiayi by my side..if nort..ha..i tink I most prob wunt be writtin tis entry liawx..must go n laugh at trees..

so damn malu-ating manx..during maths lesson..was toking abt TAMAN NEGARA wif denise n gerald den half wae thru..dat bloordi ~~PATRICK NG~~ make me go board n fill in sum bloordi ¡¥length¡¦ n height¡¦ ting..at dat tyme..i was still in a daze..so I put length for height¡Kand length for radius..stewpid..whole class laugh..told u I hate ~~MATHS!~~ and kana called out during recess by dat bloordi morbid of a kungbushman LESLIE! how suay can I be? Veri! Stewpid idert lar..sae wart.. butch here butch there..he tok to me..i wana laugh..cosh I was looking at his leg hair..so hairy!!!! EeeEEE! Hahas..kiex¡KI noe I shuldnt be looking at his leg hair of all places¡Kbut oh well..hahas..

and sho damn pek cek..Dat bloordi CHU PEK WAH lost my f&n task analyse! Freako narden! ¡¥n¡¦ level sumore! Bitchtard lar she..arghx! pek cek. Such a ¡¥wuunerful¡¦ daee huh¡K gRrR..

but oh well..jush reach hm frm jurong point..ate pizza hut..*yummy* kekex.. dunt jealous loh..cosh it bore a hole in moi wallet! *sobsy* hahas.. aniwaes¡Kda following¡¦s a short poem I wrote..yepx..no special meaning nor is it to anibordi..sho dunch anihow tink tink wors..*winks*

you are what heaven is missing right now,
w/o a doubt, u made me smile wheneva I frown.
Your presence painted colours on the rainbow,
And u captured my heart wif ur first ¡¥hello¡¦.
You bring back the glamour the sky seems to lack,
And healed all wounds strike across my back.
You outlast the shining stars way up high,
U gave me hopes w/o wings I fly.
An angel u must be, sent frm the sky,
Before u walk in, evriting was a lie.
Hold me close now, kept alife by ur fire,
My soul will soar wif u, each dae even higher.
[phy`31]

-fades out-

2003-04-21T03:27:00.000-07:00
swiftly thy tyme passes,
unknowingly thy love too.
thou haft been there wheneva thy sun rises,
and even in those rainy days too.
now it seems thy time haft come,
for me to move on without you i must.
all these not break only one heart,
but two as ours used to be one.
thou words alone cant describe the pain,
i haft to go,
i just cant stay.
sweet memories u haft left in my heart,
so forgetting you fast wuld be veri hard.
now i can onli wish you the best,
persue ur drms dunt eva rest.
now it's tyme to sae goodbye,
dunt wait for me,
dunt ever cry.

yepx...wrote dat..n i want to give it to sumbordi.. u noe hu u r..sori..

2003-04-21T03:18:00.000-07:00
i'll stay, i wunt leave.
my fwenship, u can trust me to give.
thru uncertainty and endless doubts,
we'll walk thru it togather,
unscathered, we'll walk out.
sometimes alone, noone cared,
but deep in ur heart, this fwenhsip will owaes be there.
to guide us thru torrentious tides,
just hold on to my hand,
this battle, togather, we'll fight.
no matter wart clamity this fwenship brings,
to me, the whole world, this fwenship means.
drifted we grew, day by day,
left out, u bcame, i looked in dismay.
thoughts poundered, i wundered wat to do,
is this a test, God is putting us thru?
i'll do my part,
try to get back to you,
just open ur heart,
this fwenship's a gift God gave unto.
frm the bottom of my heart,
these words pen with my blood,
dunt give up on this fwenship,
cosh u play a special part.

that was written for JEAN..whu is oredi in auzzie now..
i pray for her..wish da best for her.
jush wanna let her noe, if she's reading this...dat..

i reali mish you!
*muacks*

2003-04-21T02:59:00.000-07:00
happy burthdae to u,
you r born wif a mole,
and moles are so lucky,
u must have on ur toes! bwahahas..oopsiex..

-fades out-

2003-04-21T02:36:00.000-07:00

oh my! Rey mysterios pendent! Dats on my wish list! Anibordi care to buy for me? *hint-hint* mwhahahas! aaahhhh! That is REY MYSTERIO! SOOOoOoO CUTE! *swoons*

kay..enuff of WWE stuffs..or else ppl mite tink dat I work there..mwhahahas! better still! Den can get their autographs for real..rather den in moi pathetic dream..*grinx*
tadae ish quite a nice dae lar..damn furnie man..tink I laugh ?of the day man..mwhahhas! see? There I go laughing again..oh bother..

I atuali dreaded to go sko tadae bcosh of sumting.. kant sae here cosh as I owaes sae, n I will sae dat again..[I noe I veri long-winded..hahas] gort mani radiobroadcaster reading tis..so yepx..hafta -zip- about sum stuffs.. but in da end it turned outa be quite gawd! The part which I njoyed da most was during recess! Damn furnie..

It goes like tis.. Jiayi was nort feelin well..n as usual..owaes ish ME and lynn who go n buy da food n stuffs..so Jiayi wanted hot milo! Den while ME and lynn was que-ing up ta buy. we both decided to buy 5 cups of hot milo! Cosh dunt wanna order sho mani diff stuffs.. so when we happily walk back to our sit wif my eva-dearest brother lynn looking like a waiter wif a tray.. kwok, jo n jiayi's xpressions like WHOA! U shuld c it man it's as if they nvr c b4 so mani cups of milo..den kwok n jo was like saeing.. how cum no food? Wha lao.. jiayi sick, so we all must drink same ting huh?hahas..so once again..good ol ME and lynn went to buy food. we wanted to buy fishcake, hotdog n all but when we were que-ing up, we decided dat we both dunt want eat ~~hotdogs n fishcakes~~ anymore..so we both went ta da tipbit store..and being ever nice, we bought 9 pathetic buns..for the 5 of us to share.. so when we once again walk back to our sit..imagine the look on kwok, jo n jiayi's face! Sho damn furnie! It's like as if we all no money den hafta eat like dat one cup of hot milo and 2 veri pathetic buns.. so healthy man! Den we all keep joking abt it..so when we turn around, gort this table..we were like saeing.. 'oh, got ppl drop da peanut on da table..hurry go take n eat can save us one week's allowance..'and after dat..we went ard..commenting abt left over food.. da funniest one was abt us too poor, no tv too watch..so watch the trees sway n rustle..whoa! nice movie man.. ^{sori arh nat..i noe copying ur 'laugh-at-trees' ideal..and no, we are nort like u, not under goin depression..we are jush too poor..mwhahas!} and its like we walk past whatever dat was on da floor..we wuld be like saeing.. 'oh..tissue paper on da floor, pick it up..dunt waste..we can use it later....its darn fun.. todae recess seem so long..but reali, njoy everi min of it..

Even during other lessons we all keep laughing oso..duno whyee..todae we all in a siao siao mood manx..gd oso lar..can build bonds..mwhahahas! oh yar during p.e, we all like making a fool out of ourselves man..dat kuku kwok arh..duno how she throw da rugby one leh..[most prob cosh da ball half deflated dats whyee canot aim..] she throw until can hit agnes's DAT PART! So darn furnieso if tmr poor agnes cum sko wif a swollen *ahem*..u guys will noe whyee! yar..best of all..we got a 'live' demostration of how sumbordi will look like when she ish pregnant and have a saggy water-bag..by none-other den the great Josephine ong herself..wah kao..she go put da rugby in her p.e shirt den put until so low at her DAT PART..[same part where poor agnes kana hit..] hahas..jush lurve tadae!

And during geog..[I must as well tell u wart happen during each lesson..kekex].. dat mrs chua arh..toking abt wart dressing..n Malaysia..so damn lame loh..n dat deepa, go sae wart, her shoe look like aladdin's shoe..hahas...atuali..reali look like leh!] yepx..dat ah chua [so insult to my surname] was like saeing wart..go church arh, kanort wear tis canort wear dat..she jealous she no figure man! Den so suay..she heard me saeing 'whyee da hell we wanna noe wat is east n west malaysia?so she made me stand up..ask for my cca..unfortunately for me..i had none and dat gong gong shufen was like.. L8er she ask u join her eco-club!?wah lao..sae until sho loud until dat bloordi Aladdin shoe woman heard..stewpid lynn keep laughin abt it..but hahas..cant imagine myself in da stewpid ~~ECO-CLUB!~~

Yepx..kiex im layzee ta type abt wat happened after sko liawx nth much..jush wenta eat n try ta find stewpid DRACO MALFOY poster for dat darlink heather tan [I promised nort ta call her names TADAE..kekex] we went begging around for dat stewpid poster loh so darn paiseh man..better thk us man! [me, kwok n jo] ..thou..bad news ish?da lame-brain n cow-sense person dunt wanna sell..jush tew bad..kekex..

Btw.. HAPPY 16th BURTHDAE HEATHER! MUACKS! n u better dunt kill or fish-abuse the 'physilia' n 'chua' dat I gave u! [its da stewpid name she gave to the two luohans..grrRrR..shuld name after u-noe-who wart..hahas] hope u njoy ya dae yar? Cosh tomorrow it's back to being called POK THER TAN again..kekex! *whistles*

Congratualtions! You're in Slytherin! Hey, just
because you're in Slytherin doesn't make you
evil. It just means you know how to get what
you want. You're smart, quick witted and not
easily thrown off balance. You'd make an
excellent detective!

What Hogwarts House Do You Belong To?
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* runs off and screams ‘MONAK!? kekex..

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2003-04-20T06:47:00.000-07:00
WeiRd And FURnIE DreAm!!! HULKAMANIA AND LUOHANS RULE my lala land! kekex

Oh man…I had a darn dream last nite…it was sho darn furni.. must be cosh of yst’s quizzes….i drmt of WWE STARS! stars like edge, hurrican, triple H, jeff hardy n HULK HOGAN!
I was like asking them for autographs…and when I asked MR HOGAN, he got da damn guts ta walk away w/o saeing aniting! GrRrR! But oh well..still luv him cosh..
HULKAMANIA ISH RUNNIN WILD!!!!!!!!!!!!! Watcha gona do when hulkamania ish runnin wild on u brother!kekex….hmmx…lotsa other ppl made ‘camoe’ appearance in moi drm too…ppl like Josephine, kwok, jiayi, HEATHER, luying, geralyne and blah blah blah..cant rmb..oh well…I’ve got short tearm memory wart..kekex..

^{heather..dunt wori..i wunt tell ppl wat u did wif the LUOHAN in my drms..kekex..oopsiex..}
hmmx..nort reali a dream-telling tyme now..sho yepx..dat’s all dart I can reveal.. I dunt wana risk being slaughtered by a LUOTHER HAN! *smirk*to apologise for the DRACO-MANIA dat I had yst, here’s smthing fer ya dear wifey..*innocent-smile*
keep mole-ing mole-ing mole-ing..
now I noe u’ll be luving tis MOLE ryte here, cosh M.O.L.E mole ish ryte here,
ppl in the hse throw ur mole in the air,
well if u dunt care,
den HEATHER dunt care! Yeah!
now….boy m I in deep shyt wif her..BWAHAHAHHAS! aniwaes..it’s gona be my darlink wifey, heather pok ther tan#12’s burthdae tomorrow! Being the usual nice me…I decided to buy her nort one…but TWO LUO HAN FISH! all together now…AWWW SO SWEET! mwhahahas! She’s gona go around town after sko, carrying her darlinks LUO HAN FISH around..mwhahhas..aww..aint I sweet? kekex…aniwaes..this following msg ish to moi beloved, darlink, dearest, wifeey..*drums roll* HEATHER TAN SOK LING! muacks n kishes my dear! Mwahhas.. hey ther tan, danks for everiting dat u’ve done fer me yar..be it owaes there to hear me laugh..i noe I owaes does dat..but oh well..hahas..be it to hear me cry, hear me swear, and most of all, hear me SING! No wunder im ega nova! Cheers to him! He’s my shifu man..Hollywood made a HUGE mistake by nort ~~accepting~~ him! Kekex..danks for owaes being there yar?! No matter wat kinda mood im in, u’re owaes there to turn n change it into a laughing mood for me! So danks for dat..danks for owaes toking me out of suicide..[u noe wat I mean] yepx..danks for understanding me when I feel dat nobordi else in da world does anymore..[thou u owaes sae dat im unpredictable] hahas.. danks for those wunnerful long nites of wunnerful recording and monaks during the hols! I cant wait till june *smirk* dunt wori..i WILL faRT underneath ur blanky! Kekex.. danks for giving advices [thou quite useless..oppsiex..keke]when I nided sum..danks..for jush letting me to noe u! u’re the best u noe..[thou u prolly tink I sae dat to everibordi else] u’re seriously da best! U’re owaes

there! Wunder wart life will be w/o u…noone to make me laugh anymore..noone to let me create nicknames for.. *ridikulas* mwhahas! Wha…whyee u haven’t turn into a broggurt yet? Tink I better get a new wand..hahas..most of all..jush DANKS! Yepx..dunt wori..u’ll owaes be my ONE n ONLY ~~WIFE!~~ oopsiex…I mean…WIFE..hahas..luv ya lots ther tan! I noe u lurve me more..dunt deny wors..*winks* and once again..I LUV YA!

~~-fades out-~~

2003-04-19T12:43:00.000-07:00
im in a quiz mood..

You Don't Need Mattitude - You're Jeff Hardy!

What WWE Antihero Are You?
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yeah..he rule..muacks man

Your perfect date is JEFF HARDY!!

Which Wrestler is your perfect date?
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ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!jeff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MUACK!

You Think You know Me? You're Edge!

What WWE Antihero Are You?
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ohkaye..i cheated to get him! he rule! muack!

You must be that damn good... you are a Triple H
graphic.

Which of wrestling graphics in my photo album are you?
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aww...thou he's sorta on da baddy side......he's OWAES A SAINT ta ME! yeah!

Your perfect date is HHH!!

Which Wrestler is your perfect date?
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told u i adore him! mwhahahs!

Stand back! You are a Hurricane graphic

Which of wrestling graphics in my photo album are you?
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hell yeah! hurrican! LUV HIM!

Congratulations, you are Draco Malfoy!

Which Slytherin Lego Are You?
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oh yuck? how pathetic he look!

You are Draco Malfoy. You like to lean on other
people for support but unafraid to show your
other side. A person who likes to be a winner
at all times. Sometimes you tend to be a bit
self-centered and forget to aid your friends in
need. But an ambitious mind and good looks
might get you somewhere. Go you!

Which Hogwarts student best describes you?
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wat? oh....heathrer's gona kill me

Draco

Which Harry Potter Character are you?
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oh....now im reali done for it...i dint cheat! i swear!

CHEERS FOR DRACO!

Which Character Sympathizer Are You? (From Harry Potter, Of Course!)
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er....yar...i wish i culd hate him! grr....atuali,he's kinda cute? oopseix..no heather..dunt kill me!

You're a Slytherin! Cunning, ambitious, and proud!

What Hogwarts house would you be in?
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first draco...now this? oh man! heather ish sho gona kill me..

You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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oh...a draco smirk? yea! hahhas...heather heather...dunt blow ur top....mwhahhahas!

you are deryck you are a wild child and when some
one trys to make fun of u, you egg them

which sum41 band member are you
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here's smthing for u heather...so dunt u dare put a spell on me! c im sho sweet! kekex...

You little drunken Deryck, you.

Which Member of Sum 41 are You?
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another one...nah! c im sho nice loh...mwhahhas

Legolas

Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?
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aww..aint i swt? this is for u heather....kekex

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

What kind of kiss are you?
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ooh....kiss me sumbordi! mwahhahhahas!

your asshole.

What swear word are you?
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oh yar i am...so as$ off!

You are Jack the Ripper. Yours were some of the
most brutal murders recorded in history--yet
your case is still to this day unsolved. You
came from out of the fog, killed violently and
quickly and disappeared without a trace. Then
for no apparent reason, you satisfy your blood
lust with ever-increasing ferocity, culminating
in the near destruction of your final victim,
and then you vanish from the scene forever. The
perfect ingredients for the perennial thriller.
You are quite the mysteriously demented?

Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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*evil laugh* death awaits u......BWAHAHAHHA!

You're John Wayne Gacy!

What Serial Killer are you?
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brr....anger me n u get rape! BWAHAHAHHAHAS!

leatherface

What Slasher Movie Killer Are You?
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yesh! dat ish SOOOOO me! i lURVE PURE EVIL! MWAHAHAHA!

IT WILL BURN!!!

How much do you hate school?
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i wished it wuld! BURN SKO! NO MORE PAPAYA! yeah!

enuff qif quiz...ciaos! heather spare me....*weak laughter*

2003-04-19T07:33:00.000-07:00
hmmx..i solved da link problem..all xcept fer wenny's one..
sori dude..u're a jinx! mwhahahs..kekex..joking pal...
goin offline soon...wanna watch my wrestling..i missed half an hour of it oredi!
youch! im gona do a f5 on sumbordi one of these daex,whom im not mentioning in case of
radiobroadcasters reading my diary..arghx!
f5 her, chokeslam her, angle slam, cross face..aniting! freak the free world!
sumtimes its gd to have a pair of eyes at ur back..so dat i'll noe which
freaker ish stabbing ya at da back..*ouch*
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2003-04-19T07:12:00.000-07:00
i nid herlp wif my links! arghx! this blogspot totally sark..
so confusing....htmls everiwhere...
im seeing doubles...! arghx!
-fades out-

2003-04-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

cant blame me! im bored! lalala!
save me frm boredom!

-fades out-

2003-04-19T05:22:00.000-07:00

you’re amazing, so amazing, have I told you enuff? U’re my angel, guardian angel. God noes I, I’ve been blessed with u. if I’d be gone tomorrow, wuld u noe how deep my love goes, have I ever told u, you’re the one? If the words dunt cum out well, I hope u still noe, I hope it still shows, if the words dunt cum out well, I hope u still noe, wat my heart wants to sae.if I was gone forever, wuld u noe how much I care? I hope u still noe, wat my heart wants to sae… to 04..

no pictures tadae…layzee to put in..hahas..todae is as bohring as watching tortoise race one another. Imagine my life. Hell! Or maebe even worst den dat?! I duno..
im jush bored. I duno wat to do wif my pathetic life anymore. As I was telling natalie yst..i can even stare into da tv..which is btw, switched off..and suddenly out of da blue, I will start jumping ard..tink sumone better send me to hougang chalet.ha..im goin mad.. well, I AM oredi mad.. danks to my insanely desire to owaes want tings to work out my way..but as one can c, it doesn’t.. maebe tmr, the sun will start to shine on my dark heart n mind.

-fades out-

2003-04-18T10:35:00.000-07:00
im in a quiz mood...
danks to my wifey,heather
i managed to get all this cool quiz!
check it out man! woohoo!
maebe i go find a mole quiz fer ya yea wife? *winks*

Vincent!
Suffocated during your own escape act

Who is your inner living dead doll?
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i shure look alot like dat doll...i lurve dolls! does dat ring a bell heather? kekex

ohkay...cut those toots toots crap off...serious business..

What are you most likely to call someone if they annoy you?
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brr..dunt anger me..fwahaha!
its tyme fer sum 'aveda kadevra'

You are a kick-ass Slytherin
You hate Harry Potter and you're
Snape's favorite student.. No problem
with potion I see...

Which Harry Potter Character Are You?
by Toffie @ CookieWhore.Net

wat a cuss! i wanted ron! argh!
heather's darlink ish malfoy...argh!
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2003-04-18T10:09:00.000-07:00
ohkay..this totally sark.. sumtimes, my words r bloacked.
sumtimes its nort..
argh! stewpid blog!
-fades out-

2003-04-18T10:01:00.000-07:00
FlowerS gloom instead of BloOm,
Birds Don¡¦t Sing Nomore In June.
HELL¡¦s Gate open,
I lead The wAy,
Souls¡¦S would BE entrap,
They¡¦ll Never See DAy!

this mud head of mine..sori guys,
da right hand side is being blocked by sum bloordi box.
cant seem to get it away.
darn html codes!
now i hafta type like diz.
hell!
arghx! my eyes are goin all gorggy!
html codes r nuisance!
guez u guys have to go 'archieve',
to be able to c wat i type..yepx.
so yar.tk care hell-doers
-fades out-

2003-04-18T09:20:00.000-07:00
FlowerS gloom instead of BloOm,
Birds Don¡¦t Sing Nomore In June.
HELL¡¦s Gate open,
I lead The wAy,
Souls¡¦S would BE entrap,
They¡¦ll Never See DAy!

so well yar..as satan anticipates yets another restlest soul here, i sae my prayers to the lord above.
i duno what ish goin in my life ryte now.it seems as if im stuck in da middle between god n satan, both holding on to me, both trying to pull me over to their side of kingdom.. most of the tyme im closer to hell den i wish..yet..the lord sumhow, cease the strength to pull my arms back to his side...life ish tough..real tough..and it's getting harder to live on with each passin day..i wish i have the courage to say what i feel to a certain sumone.but i cant. and i guess i nvr will.

lord..tell me whyee do fwens seem to owaes stab a knife into ur back? i wish i knew the answers..but once again..my wish nvr comes true..well, im used to it oredi..no use dwelling on dat animore.. ha! a messy diary wif htmls flying everiwhere...look out! harhar.. im jush a bored human wif nth better to do..take a walk in my shoe for a day sumone..n u'll noe how much dirt n mud tis lil combusted brain of mine feels.. -fades out-

2003-04-18T09:03:00.000-07:00

U¡¦re DEad!

SinNeRS Are WinnERs.

FlowerS gloom instead of BloOm,
Birds Don¡¦t Sing Nomore In June.
HELL¡¦s Gate open,
I lead The wAy,
Souls¡¦S would BE entrap,
They¡¦ll Never See DAy!

I used to have a diary called ¡¥LUCIfer¡¦s Angel¡¦ which was wAyyY cooler, But damn, it got deleted!

My BlinDing Stares, my Numb Cold Hands, With my Evil Smirk, Only DEAth COmprehEnds.

ENtErIng THe TormEnts OF MY Life.. style="overflow:auto;width:225;height:100;" align=center>Where BleedinG is A must,Pain iS pAinless, torMEnt is PLesure And DArk TRiumps OVer Evil.

The Dark AngeL Of HELL..
HE seRVes Me With His FroZen Heart,
BringINg Me SOuLs,
Adding On to My AlreADy GrowiNG PoPUlatIOn
In HeLL sweat HeLL!

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RagINg Fire,
BurninG Heat,
SOuls Are confined,
IN InteNsive Weep.