///in Tis Mud-Head TormEnt///

Tuesday, July 29, 2003

Been hearing many rumours abt me n eunice. Ha…so darn furnie! I wana laugh!!!!
It’s veri tewpid n brainless to actuali believe mi n eunice. We were onli JOKING dat we two were togather. And hell..EVRIBORDI believe! Hahas.. eunice n me were ryte to sae dat our sko haf goot veri huge mouth ppl. Larger den hippo itself.

To those ppl hu tink they r so smart..and to go tell my darlink brother lynn dat mi n eunice got sumting going on..oh go get alife lah! U guys dunoh how much mi n lynn laugh abt it in class. Lyke hello…we will nvr let anibordi or ani woman come in between our fwenship. I noe hu is it dat has been going up to tell lynn all sorts of rubbish…but..u guys are wrong..i will nvr do dat to her. It reali is a damn big furnie joke..to hear the rumour which mi n eunice started..to come back to our ears..in a reali TWISTED wae..ha! it’s darn furnie.. and yea..the veri starters of it all..mi, eunice..n lynn was given the unfortunate role of having to play along.. oh well..it worked so well..DANKS to the hippo mouths!!!! Tink we 3 can go work in mediacorp liaws.. ha.. n danks to those ppl. Hu went up to lynn n yack..danks fer making mi laugh. It’s reali darn furnie.. tink by far..these is the best joke I played.. apart frm the theresa liang ting..which was in sec one.. oopsiex..haha!

Sori nat..fer lying to yew…but still..i cant tell yew hu ish da gurl…

N yepx..SUWATI CHEER UP KAY!

//DeadMaN WaLkiNg// 5:53 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2003

Hmmx….2 more weeks till HER bdae..dunoh watta get fer her leh..ha..her bdae ish on my code!!!!! So fated…so cool! –grins- atuali todae suppose go out wif her one..den she ended up going out wif her kutoox sec 2 fwens..haiz..mished her soo much.. in da end.. I went out wif dat stewpid wennie chew…she nort idiotic… brng mi go meet her SAC boyfwen..wana slap her loh..make mi jealous onli..she can c him while I canot c her.. –sobx- den they two over there hapily ever after.. hahas.. atuali is her gudfwen lar..but they two look so gum..aiyoh.. faster get ‘married’ leh!!!! Den can sama wif ur fellow L4 member here!!! If not I onli one inside att..so kuku..

Hai..feel so mean to 09… was suppose go out wif her one osho..den dunoh her lar..she found out abt HER..den she dunt wan go out wif mi liaws…tink she angry??? Aiyar..i dunoh lar..haiz…

SHE noes dat I lyke ****..yet..she still gave mi the chance to forget **** cosh she wana be wif mi. I am trying to. But each tyme I c ****wif sumone..i feel so helpless..haiz.. I noe dear.. u owaes tink dat I dunt take u seriously jush cosh of da age gap..but it reali doesn’t matter..i noe u feel insecure.. but..haiz..i noe I still lyke ****..but I m reali trying ta forget her cosh of yew. Dankew fer giving mi tyme alryte. I love yew.

Btw…denise ho shi yi is a pharking piece of shyt. Lyke hello… whye must u force ppl to change shift wif yew. Y r u so self-centered n selfish. N btw, im not da onli one dat hates u.u jush don’t noe whu. If u had kept ur pharking big mandrake mouth shut, I wuldnt have lost my tolerance and shouted at yew. I’ve been tolerating. Ever since u started doin childish hand signs bhind my back. N it reali issint ani of ur problem if mi, lynn, kwok n jo is playing hapily.u dunt have to make stewpid noises bhind. U dunt lyke us is ur problem, u cant stop ur fwens from toking or playing wif us. If ‘lan jiao’ n ‘cheebies’ is all u noe how to sae, den I recommend yew to go take up a english course.dunt u watch enuff tv to noe abt the ‘speak gud english compaign’? u can go take that up n improve. You don’t have to critisize lesbians…because U WERE ONE URSELF LAST TYME. So pharking shyt just keep dat lesbian part to ur pharking self. Its ohkaye if u keep scolding us ‘bitches’ bcosh seriously, mi n lynn dunt give a pharking damn. We jush take it as crow trying to tok. But, u have NO RIGHT to insult lesbians. So what if u’re a str8! Big deal! I just keep my comments to myself n dunt go saeing tings abt str8s. since u want so much to change to the first shift, go ahead n tell ms puspalm. I’ll gladly change wif yew. But I don’t wan to leave my brother alone, so she’s coming wif mi. and, I really dunoh which part of ur stewpid brain started to command ur stewpid body parts to point middle fingers bhind ppl’s back fer no darn rhyme or reason. Ppl did not offend yew. And I definitely do not wana waste any of my tyme trying to. Neither do I wana waste my tyme n effort doing hand signals bhind ur back. One last word, get a life.

Danks to the many support of others. Danks to jiayi! Luv ya loads. Muackiex. Danks fer trying to make mi feel better. U go fellow praying mantis. Sumtimes I jush wished dat jo n kwok wuld spend a dae in our shoes. Sumtimes I wished that they wuld not leave lynn out when I pon sko. Sumtimes I wished that they are not close to dat bitch. Sumtimes, I wished dat jean did not go, so that maebe, the 6 of us wuld still be 2ght. Maebe plus agnes n pam.

//DeadMaN WaLkiNg// 5:37 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2003

Full name: physilia chua ying shi
sex: bung..[erm..does dat count? Ahhas]
race: chinese..n nope..fer da last tyme im saeing..im not mix!
age: 16..but er..i look 6! Ahhas
also known as: joel, 31, phy, phy-ces, esplanade
height: 156..i tink? Ya la ya la..darn short lar..nid to drink enfa grow.
weight: 41kg.. dunt jealous wor..
stays: sumwhere dat is livable can liaws…
school: stc… [str8 turn crk] oopsiex…or singapore turf club osho can..
siblings: none…but loads if ya count it as ‘siblings’ hahas
righty or lefty: righty!!!
horoscope: pisces

what I did today
what I ate: fish n co!!! FREE-OF-CHARGE! Woot!!!
who was I wif: pratically wif heather da whole dae
where did I go: heather’s hse, suntec, marina square, cityhall, bugis and heather’s old hse..n nw..im home. ha
most outrageous thing I did: speaking of which..i had to climb over a gate..ledge n everiting..jush to get inside heather’s old hse..kinda stewpid..considering she’s da owner n she doesn’t have da key..ppl tink we sum bunglow-burglers loh..
any scoldings: does ‘can u go n die’ by heather count?
listening to: wei ni shi de lei…by sum cheena chinese singer..but song darn nice lar..
chatting with: nobordi…since im nt online..will be rather mad if I start toking to myself..
feelings: tired cosh of da dae out n unsettled cosh of sumting else.
clothes: fila box shorts n my sec 3j class tshirt..woot!!!!

favourites
food: pizza!!! Fish n co…[danks heather!] n aniting FREE!!! Mwhahhas!
drinks: dunoh..aniting drinkable I guesh..used ta love chrisantamum..but changed my mind after sumting..or rather…sumone… -winks ta lynn-
character: ron weasley!!! Woot! Gilderoy lockhart!!!! Tigger!!!
colour: blue n orange
fwen: heather, yvonne, andreana, L4, jean n my yang chow family.
irc chatroom: stc, lesbianlove
song: lotsa.. light in ur eyes is darn nice…
teacher: erms..none.. does gilderoy lockhart count? Kekex
catch phrase: -imitates gilderoy lockhart- ‘who m I?’ and ‘slap u upside dwn, inside out, paste ur nipple on ur forehead so dat u can go join mr money’s gang.


between this and that
I wuld prefer….

gays or straights: ha! Straights…urggh!!! Crook till death.
guy or gurl: n did I mention dat all creatures wif d!cks sarks?
briefs or boxers: both osho can lar..hahas..i own both!!!!! kekex
older or younger lover: older atuali..i seem to take them more seriously den younger ones.. oopsiex..hahas
sunset or sunrise: sunset… cause it’s when I got my first french. Bah! Save da memory.
strong or weak: strong fer a certain reason…n weak..fer another certain reason
words or actions: actions speaks louder den words.
computer or handfone: I cant live w/o either..dunt wana live in stone-age!!! ahhas
lord of the rings or harry potter: harry potter rulz..while lord of the ring bores mi ta death!
mensus or cramp: mensus lar..cramp sarks big tyme.. thou..i wuld rather have neither!
day or night: nite! Wished sko starts at nite!! Imagine how cool it wuld be t pon sko…ooh lala..
single or attached: both got gud n bad points lar..cant reali make ani cooments nw..
nerds or funky ppl: FUNKY!!!! Thou..i have a nerd as a gud fwen… -points at yvonne- whahahs..she’s gona kill mi!!!
geography or maths: which is worst??? Sumbordi pulese tell mi which is worst!!!!! Ah chua wif no dress-sense or ah ng whu can squash an elephant if he sits on it?!!!!
ulcers or open wound: since im having darn ulcers nw..open wound! ulcers sarks!!! Darn pain! Ouch!Hate it!
teakwando or karateh: teakwando..cosh I used to take it wen I was younger..
ghost or monsters: monsters..cosh hagrid make them sound so fasinating!!! Wana c a thestral!!!
goodbies or hellos: hello..cosh gudbie..owaes nvr fail to hurt.n hello means meeting sumbordi new..
hell or heaven: heaven lar..which goon will wana go hell n suffer till damn-mination ryte..
death day or burthdae: both? I dunoh..cosh when I die..i’ll go back hm to the lord..n burthdae means dat..the sweetiest gurl is born!!!! kekex

I choose him/her because..

love or lust: love lar..im not lyke sec1 or two…so immature..grow up liaws..
looks or character: looks dunt mean aniting. She can be darn pretty on da outside..n having pretty NTH on the inside..what’s the point? So yepx..character!!!
clothes or skin: heh heh…. –horny smile- let u guys decide fer urself…
bra or undie: none lar none lar…mwhahahhs!
makeup or natural: natural…dunt lyke gurls to put on make-up..make mi look so lyke 8 year old standing next to her..
perfume or without: wif…nicer…more.. ‘arrousing!’ mwhahas!
I love her/him or I need her/him: I need her because I love her.
Painted nails or not: up to her preference..but wuld rather not..
Dressy or casual: aniting for the occasion will do..dunt wana go out wif a wedding dancer in town..or go out wif a sum-suay woman either..
Tan or fair: aiyar..i love her can liaws..whu cares abt her skin colour ryte..
Long or short hair: I dunoh…not too short until make mi look lyke pb can liaws..
Good or bad: good gurl..i dunt wan my gurl to run off loose to another man.
Short or tall: aniting..but not so tall until I have to tilt my head to look at her..
Fat or skinny: issint it love that matters? N not the size?
Shy or outgoing: shy at times..n outgoing fer most..
Hair tied or let loose: let loose..tink film vida-sassoon arh..
Wild or tame: tame..wild gurls…will run away frm my grips veri fast..n I dunt want dat to happen
Trust??: eh…I dunoh..
Stable or ‘rollercoaster ride’: stable of cosh.. I’ve had eunff of rollercoaster rides..i mite fall off the ‘carriage’ the next tyme
Long-lasting or fling: whu wuldnt want their r/s to last?? Certainly not mi.


//DeadMaN WaLkiNg// 6:39 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2003

ahhhh!!!!! im darn hapi!!!! hahas... love does rawk!!!
im....currently.... ******** to *** now... mwhahahhhs!!!!! hapi gueshing ppl! dunt anihow tink wors... kekex... -winks-

todae...was okaye lar..hahhas!!!! but..haiz.... sad cosh.... i mish heather... i wished she wuld tell mi wat's wrong..so heather, if u're reading tis..wana tell u dat..u mean alot to mi..reali.... i place noone else above yew. reali... haiz...luv ya muackiex!

dan....cheer up yea.... it's no point kiex.... u still got mi!!!!! i'll be there yea.... cheerios! hmmx..cant wait till tmr... goin out wif my honey... cant wait to tell her da gud news! woo-hoo! mwhahahsh! but haiz..i still wish heather wuld understand.... haiz.... yippe!!!!

im so in luv wif yew..i'll be forever too....

hmmx..to joleen....dunt wori...wunt sae wat u said...
to lynn...support u all da wae! u go bro!!!! hahahsh!
//DeadMaN WaLkiNg// 7:10 AM

Friday, July 11, 2003

to all those ppl dat sided wif m...danks! ha.. cant be bothered wid dat coward lar.. aniwaes..life is getting sarkier by the dae. everiting seems to fall apart when u're all outta love. it sarks. i dunoh wat to do. wish sumore wuld tell mi. i guesh noone can...ha...

i miss so mani stuffs... i miss my yang chow gang...i mish my ex-clique..i miss L4..i miss jean.. i miss so so so mani ppl..yet..so little tyme n oppotunity to sae so..

i wish i knew...what my mind is tinking...
it sarks..haix..prelims coming... stress..
now adaes..getting veri pharked up by sumone. band-wagon jumper!

to dan..danks.. no matter how much ppl made it out to be dat i hated u..danks.. fwens?

yepx... cant wait till i die.
//DeadMaN WaLkiNg// 6:14 AM

Monday, June 30, 2003

hmmx...not been veri well lately...yar.. blog sarks big tyme..tink im gona shift to a new one..diaryland's much better! so all in all..dat's 4 diaries fer mi! mwhahha!

haix... have u ever knew how it feels to be loved n lost? i noe..cosh i went thru dat..jush todae..

the feeling of love can be wunderful..yet..it too can brng one's greatest despairs..it sarks.

im not in love wif love, rather, im in love bcosh of her.
she's evriting i nid. evberiting. but..it feels lyke it's drifting further away dae by dae.. it sarks.

i reali luv yew. i wished u knew how much i do, even thou i owaes sae it, its not fer granted u noe..haiz..

-desparates-
//DeadMaN WaLkiNg// 6:12 AM

Friday, June 20, 2003

hmmx...long tyme ne update...i noe u guys mish mi a whole deal ryte..dunt deny..i noe..hahas... hmm... been pissed off wif a certain SUMONE recently.... wana jush smack her...

hmmx....i mish ppl...
firdtly..to andreana...when r u cuming back gurl? i nid ur advices!

to heather wifey..danks kay...for owaes being there...gona mish yew loads.....dunt wori..i'll be considerate fer once n nort disturb yew this few daex! kekex... gona mish yew loadss yea dear!!!! mwah!

to yvonne: luv yew...danks fer all da sensible advices..which thou....nort reali pleasent to the ear...

to sam: gona mish yew loads.... smile yea.... yang chow gang will one dae go out again yea..smilex!

to L4..luv ya guys loads

to kwok jo n jiayi: thou u guys mite not get to read this..but i will NVR forget da fwenship we once shared. all the best in future endevours. i mish u guys a lot. love u guys to bits...thou..i dunt sae.

to..i dunoh...jush anione...
if u're reading this blog..ha... i dunoh lar...nort in da mood to sae anitng..yepx..
//DeadMaN WaLkiNg// 8:17 AM